Home is where the heart is

Nice to be posting and trying to say something, even if I'm seriously in monster pain right now. Aiden's been bummed but he's been here the whole day. I guess Branwen and her group left yesterday evening. Gonna miss them, hoping that they'll be back up for Aiden's and My anniversary. We plan on doing something for it. Not sure what though.

Aiden fell asleep. He climbed up into bed beside me. There's been a lot of protesting from the Docs when he does that, but he's been here and he's been amazing. Even if he's falling asleep. I don't know what I'd do without him. He means so much to me. The last several years of life have been a blast, and just living and growing with him, learning about each other. I don't think the Gods could have blessed me more, and I'm lucky for each day that I spend with him. Most wonderful man ever. Well when he doesn't snore. His snoring tends to keep me up.

So, we're going to just spend the weekend together and try and figure out what the hell we're going to do about Taben. The police are after him looking for him. I've seen the posts he's been making and, well they're quite disturbing. I guess things really change when you have some supernatural monster running your life. I find myself wondering if he can be saved and what will happen if we do save him. What if the knowledge of everything he's done kills him? How can we even begin to deal with that? How do we help someone through something that deep and dreadful. There must be something we can do. And I hope to Gods people don't give up on him. I love Taben. Aiden and I accepted him into our lives and our relationship. We cherish the person we knew and the love we shared. The family we had. I hate seeing what's become of a man that I knew to be so loving and kind. To see what those monsters have done to him is horrendous. To watch as we lost Ryan, then Allen and  finally we've lost Taben. It's been too much. But by Gods we're going to fight and get him back.

They're saying that my healing process is moving quickly. They're saying about a month or so more of being bed ridden. My job has been supplying me with work I can do here, it's really nice to have that option so I'm always kept busy. It's nice too that my parents have made it so that Aiden's allowed to remain with me since they were trying to keep Aiden from me since he's not 'family'. I hate Ohio's dumbass laws. Just because we didn't get married in a church and weren't allowed to sign papers doesn't mean anything to me. We got married, we exchanged vows before our friends, family, and eyes of our Gods. Just because YOUR God says you have to be married a certain way is not the same for any other God. As far as I'm concerned, I happily married the man of my dreams. I'm happy. So I'm going to have my man here beside me, with me through this. By Gods I love him. And, I don't know where I was going with that. I really need to sleep but the pain's terrible. I asked them to stop the pain meds because I was afraid of  some sort of deadening of my nerves or something. Or that it'd eat apart my liver or some such. I'm paranoid when it comes to medicine and try to avoid them whenever possible. I'm thinking it's less likely I'll sleep without it though. So I guess for tonight it's pain meds so I can get some shut eye.

I'll see everyone later and, well I'll probably post again very soon since I'll have more than enough time to in the coming month(s). Take care. And Branwen, Alex, Casey, Seth and Skyler. You guys take care of yourself and you had better come back and visit when you get a chance. Love ya all. Stay safe. To everyone else, the same to all of you.

Interesting evening.

Aiden doesn't get pissed drunk often. he'll have a few and get tipsy, but this, what we're experiencing now is rare for him. And I think the reason it's so bad is the fact he's not eaten or drank anything for almost two weeks, maybe more. Nor has he slept.

I've decided I'm going to get dinner made, force him to eat, have something to drink that is non alcoholic and then get him to sleep. The one concern I've had is that Aiden is a very touchy feely giggly drunk. I think Chastin and Malkin found out the hard way when... well... let's just say Chastin didn't look to happy and Malkin looked really surprised... I'll say no more than that. I wonder if Aiden's going to remember that when he's not drunk. Sorry Malkin... and... I hope Chastin can understand and won't kill Aiden.

I guess someone has to make dinner and babysit Aiden. Lots to do this week. I think we were planning the small wake for those we've lost this weekend. Bran, give me a call and we can work out the details. For now, it's dealing with the drunk(s). This will be fun.

Trust your instincts

I can't get in contact with Aiden. I've tried and tried and tried. Nothing, his cell is either off, or dead.

Allen's missing. No. No Allen was kidnapped. We had gone to this park he had been asking to go to. It has this huge playground area on it. So I took him there. It's a small nice little park for kids. He played for a while then we decided to take the trail that goes into the woods. It was all really nice. I hadn't been able to just get out and walk for a while. This was a refreshing change.

Until we returned to the playground area. It was completely empty. I had this feeling of dread come over me. I didn't know why. But I ignored it. Yeah, I ignored my instincts. I'm a terrible person. Even more so terrible when I saw The Slender Man at the playground just standing there watching us. Allen got excited and ran towards him. I tried to think nothing of it. Slender Man's friendly towards us. Right? Boy was I ever wrong. I realized my mistake when Allen was running towards Him and then I saw him stretch out His hand to Allen. I screamed at Allen to stop and started running to him. Allen stopped and looked confused.

"He's going to take me to see mommy. I want to see my mommy," Allen says, he's got a childish sad pout on his face. And honestly my heart breaks for the poor kid. He doesn't know what's going on. He just knows his Dad disappeared and never came back, and now pretty much the same has happened of his mom. I'm about to reason with him and explain stuff to him, but that's when that bad feeling I had been having, turned worse. Slender Man was angry. Livid mad. I looked up. Tentacles were flailing and he just, did not look happy. Next thing I know he was on me and I was on the ground. I hut all over there. There was a buzzing in my head and, I think... no I'm pretty sure, I passed out. When I came to there were people hovering over me, and Allen was no where to be seen. The ambulance and police had been called for me and I explained all that had happened. Well, kind of. I told them someone attacked me and kidnapped Allen. Which is what happened. I just left out the part with the tall abomination being the culprit. Apparently though, Slender Man's attack on me, broke some of my ribs and a leg. I just got back from the hospital. And I've been trying to contact Aiden.

I feel like such a failure. Allen's gone, and it's all my fault.

The Slender Man is no one's friend. And now a little boy is dead because of me. If you ever have instincts telling you to do something, for love of the Gods. Trust them. Always trust your instincts. It could save a life.

Blowing the dust off

I got home later today. Yes, I'm a crazy idiot who is trying to work through the insanity that's going on around us. Spinning further and further out of control. It's all I have that helps me feel normal. I just had microwaved leftovers, I'm caught up in all of my work related stuff. So I decided I'd sit back and relax. It's weird having free time. I've been trying to keep myself busy. Aiden said it's the best way to not fall into this mess that's our lives anymore. At the same time, I know there's going to come a time where I will be dragged into it. Rather I want to be or not.

I try and pretend not to see Him there at night when I'm trying to sleep. Or when I'm trying to eat. I try to keep my eyes on whoever I'm talking to at the time. Chastin and Malkin have been pleasant company for the most part, but it's very hectic and Aiden's almost constantly busy. I'm worried about Branwen. We've not seen or heard much from her since the hell that went down on the fourth. Of course the paper I work for instantly though 'Brennon lives there! He was there! Let's let him work on it!' It's given me overtime, though at the same time. I'm not too keen on on the fact that I have to look at the list of deaths and realize that all these people were neighbors that I remember growing up with since my grandfather lived here and we visited them.

At the same time, I look at this and realize. The neighbors directly beside us? Nothing happened to them even though I clearly remember them standing and watching as everything happened. They didn't move. This makes me wonder. Maybe that's a bad thing for me to do. But I can't help it. This doesn't add up. At all. This is the same family who has a daughter that tried to hit on me and all but stalked our house when she first moved in and scared the heck out of Aiden.

Ok, that doesn't sound good. Taben's downstairs and screaming, I hope this is just Aiden and Malkin trying to save his ass from Slender Man. Please let that be it.

Stressed much?

Who, me? Couldn't be! Never! Note to self. Don't ask to leave early, you end up staying later.

So I got a call from Sam early this afternoon. She'd found a random stranger on the couch. Well then. I tell her I'll be home soon and ask to leave early. Boss tells me "sure can you do this? it's important" So I go and do it. And wait in line for like two hours. Then get on the express way to come home. Really nasty car accident is holding up traffic. I just finally got home like a half hour ago. I checked on our unexpected guest. He's alive, but yeah, doesn't looks so well. I'm trying to ponder how he got there when The Slender Man appeared. Out of nowhere. He seemed... to not be happy. He was seething actually. I've never seen so many tentacles going crazy.

~I hope he is appreciative of my leniency. I will not be so again.~ He said violently. I could hear the anger. His voice was akin to what I'm told It's voice sounds like. Instead of the calm almost melodic voice I've heard before. It was opposite. I was taken by surprise at this. I asked him if he knew who it was and how he got here. His reply? ~You'll know in time.~ And with that he was gone. And then I saw It at the back door peering in. It never comes in. Just stands at the back door anymore. Which I'm grateful for. And even so... this is the first time I'd seen It in a while. So I'm also a bit concerned and curious.

Ok. So. That's that. Aiden, Taben. I hope you guys plan on coming home soon. Allen and Ry are really touchy and really missing you Taben and of course I'm missing you Ai. Take care and stay safe you guys. I'll get the guest rooms ready. I'm going to assume for the time being that this is Chastin. And in which case, I think you three should make your way here ASAP. I'll see ya guys later.

Everyone else stay safe. I just have the feeling something bad is going to go down... and it's gonna happen soon.

MIA

We heard from Aiden and Taben two days ago. They had said they had just gotten into the area of where Malkin and Chastin were. They were on a mission of sorts to go and get them and bring them back here so they would be safe and we could get stuff figured out for them. I guess they had had problems getting there or something? They had gotten lost? I don't know the whole of it, I didn't ask I was just relieved to hear from the,. Their mode of transportation should be pretty instantaneous though, so I'm a big concerend now that I think on it more.

So this is a shout out to Chastin and/or Malkin. Have Aiden and Taben gotten there? And they just can't get to phone or computer and update us? We're getting kinda worried over here.

By the way, hello everyone. No. I'm not dead. I've graduated and gone full time into working. I come home in the evening have dinner and go to bed. Home life is just that. Home life. just a bit screwy since we have the No Faced Gang hanging around all the time. It still puts me on edge every time I see them appear. I don't know how anyone can get used to it. I don't know how Aiden and Taben do it.

But yeah, if anyone sees this let us know what the heck's up please? It would be very much appreciated.

Orlando

We're in Orlando, Florida now. We got in from the cruise at about 10pm last night. Drove up here to our hotel and then passed out. Aiden's out. The cruise was great to start off, but sudden seasickness developed for him and after the first couple of days it was hell for him. I feel sorry for him, then again I don't. I think that had he not looked over the edge to throw those bottles into the ocean he'd have been fine. It was after that that he really freaked out and then the whole seasickness started. The week and couple day cruise was nice. Aiden's sea sickness did calm down something but acted up at night so he slept horrible. It's really weird. I'd never heard of that happening before like that. It's behind us though so time to move on. I'm just gonna let Aiden rest though and go and worry about our breakfast. Then we'll be spending out day at Animal Kingdom. Yes, we're going to Disney World, and we're going to act like little kids and we are going to love it. Anything to keep our minds off of going home. What we've heard is everyone's doing well up there. We've phoned when we could and talked to those at home. We miss them, but this is what Ai and I really needed to help us. I love that man so much and I still say I'm the luckiest person alive. Though, at the same time, looking back. Well... we know we'll loose most of the friends we made eventually. Comes with the job, right? But there's nothing that says we can't try and stop it from happening. We just need to keep pretending it was all just a dream. That's what we've been trying to do since the bottles were dropped. We'll manage to keep doing it till we can't anymore. And that won't happen until we get home. So we still have a couple weeks.

So off I go. I'm sure when Ai wakes he'll make a post and then it'll be back to ignoring technology so we can enjoy each other's company and have fun. Take care all. Stay safe. Eyes open.

The most unintelligent post....

...that you will likely ever see from me.

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Thank the Goddess above my husband is home. I don't think I've ever felt this relieved. He looks beat. Dark bags under his eyes. Looks like hell. But he lacks the nonhuman things that he had when he ran away. It's going to be nice to curl up with him in bed and just be happy. Content. We leave Friday to catch the ship in Florida. We'll only have our cells with us.

When we get back we'll get down to business. But I think we deserve some much needed time for us to just be together. I love my man so much. Love him and am grateful to have him. I am the luckies man alive. I swear it. No to go get lucky.

Catch ya all later.

I'm seriously worried.

I mean I was worried before, but now, it's gotten out of hand. Taben made a post last night about all the Hell that went down on our My and Aiden's wedding Day. He's still out looking for Aiden. This is the longest that Aiden has disappeared for without checking in. Aiden, if you happen to be at a computer, and you read this. I don't care what happened last night. You have no reason to hide from me. We're married now. I am your husband. And my vows rang true. "Till death do us part" I meant every single word I spoke. You are everything to me. I love you and I need you to come back. I don't care if you're a 'monster'. You're my husband, and I'll be damned if we're going to miss our two week long honeymoon because of this. I won't like, I'm scared to death. I'm trying to explain all of this to my parents. I'm trying to explain why they need to get the hell out of here. We screwed up, we let our guard down. We thought we were safe. No. We weren't. NO ONE is safe. ///It/// and the Slender Man both saw my parents. My parents are now infected. They are now targets to them. I'm having them leave and run. I'm working on convincing Branwen and her group to do the same. So you better come home, if only so you can say goodbye to her. Gods only know when you'll see her again while she's on the run.

No one is safe. We should have realized that. I'm tempted to send Sam and Dean with my parents, or with Branwen's group. I don't know what to do. This is all just so insane. I want to have Ryan run with Allen as well. Ryan refuses to go anywhere without Taben, and it's the same for Allen. He wants his mom. And he still swears Slender Man is his friend. I don't like this. I don't like it one bit.

I hope you're alright babe. Don't you dare die on me. I won't have any of that. Please, come back. I'm not angry at you. Or afraid of you. I want you home. Just. Remember. You have an obligation to fulfill. Remember? You volunteered to help the Reintegration Tablet. I've got the bottles ready. I've looked at the tablet where you volunteered. the messages are made and sealed tight in their bottles. Now you need to get back here to help me. You need to finish your job and get on that ship with me. Share some lasting good memories with me. Our honeymoon. And then together we'll throw those bottles over the ship and into the sea. We'll do this, babe. We'll get through this. Just please come home safely to me. I love you. Be safe.

One big happy family

So, if you've read Aiden's post, you might be wondering what the heck is going on.

Well, honestly it's our business and no one else's. People we're closest to will find out the details of it. anyone else? Well I'm sure in time two and two will be put together and it will all be figured out. So. Yeah.

I've been racking my brain and trying to figure out how to tell everyone or say what I need to say. I finally realized that it doesn't matter. If you're important we'll explain it to you. f you don't fit into that category then I'm certain you'll probably figure things out in due time.

For once though, I think everyone in this house will be completely happy and at ease. That idea makes me really happy.

Not so much a party...

Ugh... Well that was way too soon for them to be watching that episode of Supernatural. Sam, Dean and Aiden are all slobbering depressed messes of tears now.

Mateo just got in and he seems completely confused and then again not.

This is going to be an interesting weekend.

Oh and now Aiden's talking about getting everyone together and driving down to visit Branwen. We've never been to her place before. How are we supposed to do that? I swear he doesn't think sometimes. All he cares about right now is finding and killing the rodent we have on the loose.

I keep telling him he needs to set a rat trap. I don't think he knows what I'm hinting at. I love him to pieces. But.. really. He's so thick sometimes. Ah well. I'm going to start making up some plans.

Life progresses

It's been a bit difficult lately. Aiden's fallen into this deep dark depression. It's really gotten me concerned about him. Taben practically had to drag him to classes today. They got through though and got back home. When Aiden's home he's in bed sleeping. Sam and Dean are doing well in adjusting to their new home and new routine. They're packed with homework from their new school though trying to catch up. At least they're both good kids and pretty smart.

We've seen nothing of Slender Man or It in a few days which is a much needed relief. Kelly's still not here. He left a message on Aiden's blog the other day and it really bothered Aiden. If anything it seems to have made him fall deeper into his depression. I managed to convince him to make an appointment with his old Med doctor. He goes in tomorrow and will be put back on something and likely be going to psychotherapy as well. He stabled out a long while back and his doctors agreed to take him off. So much has happened and he has so many stresses falling onto him now. He feels responsible for everything and everyone.

Branwen and Co, please if you can manage get in contact with me. Are you guys still planning on coming this weekend? I think Aiden really needs a pick up and friendly faces. A party, something fun where he can enjoy himself. There's only so much that I can do here. Between Taben, Allen, Ry and myself we've had no luck. Dean and Dam say he just needs to stew and grieve and needs his space. I've never seen him this bad. The way he clings to me at night when we go to bed. It's disconcerting. He's always been strong. I hope to Gods this hasn't completely broken him.

I guess I'll leave it at that. I need to get back to work on this report for work. I'll try and get another update tomorrow. I'll catch ya all later.

Legal Guardians

Aiden and I are now listed as Candice and Dean's legal guardians. While there, Candice announced her case and intentions about wanting to get her legal name change. We filled out the paperwork and filed it while we were in office. They said they could transfer it up to our county (as we had to do all this in Columbus where everything was filed). Who are we to fighter her with it. And it's not like anything's really changing. Her name would be Samantha Candice once the papers go through. Yes. Aiden's mother was named Samantha Candice. Sam's chosen this to share her mother in honor of her mom. She's old enough to make her own decisions. And we support her and are not going to fight her on it.

After everything was done we to a mall got some more of their necessities and then went out to a nice lunch together. It was really nice.

We're home now and we're getting ready to assist Taben with dinner. And I kinda wanna see Taben beat Aiden for not sticking to his side of the bargain and bringing steaks home for dinner. Taben did post.

We got everything taken care of as well. We've got a small catering company coming in for food tomorrow. We'll have the ceremony in the back yard here. We're still trying to figure what we should do for a memorial. They had wanted to be buried at one of the small cemeteries here that allow natural burials. they don't embalm, put you in a simple wooden crate and bury you and plant a tree over your grave. Your body then feeds and returns to the earth from which it was born. Of course, it's uncertain what to do with this now. They had two plots, but now, I don't know. We'll worry about that later. Aiden's wanting to gather the ashes from the area where he believe they burned in the house and spread them in the forest. behind the house here. We're leaning towards doing that and then planting some trees in their honor. It's still up in the air. We'll take that as it comes. I just want to see the three through tomorrow.

It's amazing everyone that's here for Aiden, Sam and Dean. It really is. It means so much to me to know we have everyone's support. Thank you, everyone. It's been hard on us. But we're moving on. I think everything's finally hitting everyone. It's really quiet compared to the last few days with all the teasing and childish bickering. Anyways I need to get going and help with dinner. Anyone that's coming tomorrow, we'll see you tomorrow. Take care and be safe coming up here.

Oh and... Bran. Is... Todd going to be present? I was just wondering and all. Just, the whole mask thing. I don't think would be appropriate. At the same time, Aiden really seems to want him here. I'm kinda torn about it.

Off to dinner now. See ya all later.

Something Intelligent.

Since the kids are being... well. Kids. I figured maybe I should come in and give a real update.

As you all may know. Aiden's parents passed away. They died in a house fire that was set by It. Or that's our guess anyways.

Dean and Candice are now living with us. I took them out to get some clothes today as well as other necessities since everything that they had was destroyed in the fire. We've got them settled in their rooms and we've got the sign up process halfway done for their school. They'll be transferring to a school up here. Living with us.

The good thing is that the three of them, despite always teasing each other, have always been close. I don't know what would have happened if they didn't have each other.

Well, right now one of them wouldn't be locked in their room and the others wouldn't be pleading and asking for to forgive them and come out.

Only when he's around his siblings does Aiden devolve in IQ and get younger.

Course this is also how I know he's 'normal' or as normal as can be.

My family may be odd. But I love them.

Can anyone recommend...

...a good tracking collar? Because I apparently need to get one for Aiden so I can track him down when he randomly disappears.

I get it. He's upset and probably on his way to a break down. But he needs to tell me where he's going. Kelly told us to stay inside and lay low. That's what we're supposed to be doing. Not running around and trying to get revenge and get ourselves killed.

We don't need more deaths to worry about. Really we don't. This is a complete mess. A complete disaster.

So, yeah. Tracking collar suggestions? Or maybe we should get him micro-chipped or something?

Haven't posted for a bit

I'm alive. And I am well. Well, as well as I can be with some surreal abomination chasing me. Changing my husband into one of them and then killing my in-laws.

The last one is the newest development. I'm waiting to hear back from Aiden. I'm not sure what' going on but what we heard over Candy's phone was not very comforting.

I don't know why I'm posting even. If you can just. send good vibes towards Aiden and his siblings. They need it more right now than any of the others of us do. I'm going to meditate, light our alter candles and pray to the Gods and Goddesses above. Let's hope this is just some really really bad April Fool's prank.

Oh, also apologies for not getting the whole interview thing done. As you may have guessed. We've been distracted and busy.

I am not happy.

Just got back from visiting Aiden.

He's doing alright. He's looked.... better... but he's doing well I suppose. He wants out of there. They're uncomfortable with letting him go. He is a candidate for 'early dismissal' since he doesn't seem to be interested in harming himself at all and is showing more remorse than any other person they have.

Why am I angry? Because since I was not blood related I could not stay the full extent of visiting hours. Yep. You heard it right. I was not allowed to stay because I was not blood related. Explaining we were engaged to be married in a month? Nope. Not allowed. That's when Aiden started spazzing and sobbing and clinging to me. I couldn't let him go. I started crying too. I just... ugh that's just too much to deal with. I ended up being dragged out by security. I have to say the guard was really apologetic and sorry he had to do it. I mean for gods sakes did none of those nurses see that I was doing him good by being there?! Fucking hells.

Ok... sorry for the cursing and swearing. I'm not happy. I came in the house slammed the door and stormed up here and just... cried for a bit. Not much else I can do.

I've pretty much decided. I'm going to call Slendy in for an interview tonight... and....

I'm going to ask him to bring Aiden home. I'm doing it against my better judgement but Aiden did not try and take his life. He doesn't need to be there. So I'm going to see what I can do about this.

So if you have any questions you would like for the Slender Man to ask please give 'em to me. I'm hoping to have this done tonight. I'll pull out the good ol' white board and we'll have fun with that for the interview.

Ok, I'm out to get a list of questions made up. I also want to check the site where we found Aiden. snow's melting so may be hard to use blood trail or footprints to follow. I'll drag Yggs with me. I want to check this shit out. Would be helpful to have a Hatchling with me for it, y'know in case we need to make a quick escape for any reason.

Anyways I'll be here but not. For whatever sense that makes.

Code

I've been fighting with this code crap from the post in Aiden's blog here.

I got it down to this:

%0AHe+comes+in+then+quickly+out+he+goes.%0ADo+you+feel+good+without+him%2C+do+you+even+need+him%3F+Do+you+know%3F%0ALet+him+die.+Let+yourself+cry.+He%27s+dead+to+the+world.%0ACrow+wings+have+unfurled.+%0A%0AGood+luck+in+saving+your+saint%2C+your+hero%2C+your+friend.%0ANever+again+to+turn+the+bend.%0AGone+away%2C%0AGo+astray.%0AHow+many+lived+have+I+taken+this+day%3F%0A%0ALet+him+die%2C%0Alet+him+go.%0AYou+don%27t+need+him%2C%0Adon%27t+you+know.%0A%0AThe+piper+does+not+need+his+little+pup.%0ALet+him+die.%0ALet+others+cry.%0ATell+Aiden+goodbye.

So I was in the midst of trying to pull it apart the guy here that knows the code and stuff? He shows me this website: http://ostermiller.org/calc/encode.html  So I go through the motions and sure enough there were go...

...Yeah, you're all gonna love this.... Here's what it says.



He comes in then quickly out he goes.
Do you feel good without him, do you even need him? Do you know?
Let him die. Let yourself cry. He's dead to the world.
Crow wings have unfurled. 


Good luck in saving your saint, your hero, your friend.
Never again to turn the bend.
Gone away,
Go astray.
How many lived have I taken this day?


Let him die,
let him go.
You don't need him,
don't you know.


The piper does not need his little pup.
Let him die.
Let others cry.
Tell Aiden goodbye.

So yeah. I'll be happy to get out of here and see Aiden. They're letting me go early so I can make the visiting hours. For now I'm happy that they're going to send me out on an assignment after lunch. I need something to help keep me distracted and busy until the time comes.Ugh this is just bleh. I'm ready for this to be over and done. just wanted to give you all an update.

Oh what a night

So Todd kind of got a bit frustrated. Aiden was blocking him out he said. My deduction now that things have happened and gone down? It was blocking Todd from Aiden. Todd says he can hear Aiden now. Course Aiden is also 'safe' now. So what happened? The events of last night went something like this.

Todd goes out to try and find Aiden. I'm waiting on the back porch watching. We hear Aiden yelling and screaming and cursing. At least he's alive. Todd goes towards the screams. He comes back utterly frustrated saying that when he was finally on top of him he moved. Okay, that's interesting. I decided screw it I'll help. Not like with Aiden being blocked that Todd has any better chance of finding him than me. So I grab a flashlight and into the woods we go. At night. It's dark. I've never been in these woods at night. But we're safe, right? There's a truce intact while on our property. Our property is the safe haven. As though reading my mind Todd points out that we just crossed the property markers. Thank you for that reassurance Todd.

This is when we hear Aiden's blood curdling scream ahead and we take off running. Though Todd's faster than me, being proxy bastard and all. He knows something I don't. I can tell from how he's wincing. This worries me more. I finally catch up and we're following a trail of blood. I'm scared shitless now. We follow the trail and finally reach Aiden. He's sprawled on the ground sobbing. and... bleeding. Bleeding really bad. Tod says nothing grabs Aiden grabs me, i don't know how but we're by the car I pile Aiden into it and everything is a blur as I get him to the hospital they take him back and work on him and it's just a blur a big blur. They finally just told me that they're keeping him for a while. Slit wrists and attempted slit throat? What the hell. I know this isn't Aiden's doing but how do I tell them some paranormal abomination is what did this to Aiden?

So they're going to keep Allen in their psych-ward for a bit. They want to evaluate him get him on meds. I will say he did need to get back on his meds but.. this isn't how I wanted it to happen.

Yeah, Aiden was on meds back in the day for depression and anxiety. All the bullying in high school because he was gay really did a number on him. It's one of the reasons he didn't go to college as well. I guess we'll see what happens. I'm really worried. I mean, how did Aiden get off the property. Did Aiden follow It? Or did It drag Aiden off? We know it was It. Slendy's really pissed off right now about this and wanting to beat the ever living shit out of it. He was dealing with other things and didn't realize what was happening. He wants to get Aiden out of the hospital. I'm trying to convince him that Aiden needs this. It's.. really frustrating to argue with Him though. He doesn't completely understand it seems. He started uh 'yelling' at Todd for not being here. I don't know what was going on but I got between the, Told Todd to go to Branwen and explain what happened. Then told Slendy to just go do his thing. I'm working on getting ready for work. They only allow visitation at certain times at the ward. I'll go in when visitation opens and go see him. Take him clean clothes and just.. ugh. I didn't leave until he was in the ward and resting peacefully. I'm just really hoping he doesn't start going on about Slendy. And seeing things and crap. That could cause more problems than we need.

Ok. Going to go.  Gotta work. Explain what happened. Get junk done so I can be out early. Need to send a note to Ygg as well. Ugh. So much to do. Oh and then there's that damned message on Aiden's blog. I can tell you honestly that Aiden did not post that. He was out in the woods and we were searching for him and following blood trails in the snow. You know how hard it is to follow something that doesn't leave foot prints?

Ok out for real. see ya all. Thanks to anyone that can translate the gibberish.

What the heck?

I come home. Kids on the front porch. "Why are you guys out here it's snowing. Come in."

Glares.

I enter the house. Allen's screaming and tossing a fit. Taben's having an anxiety attack, Ry's trying to calm him down. Todd's standing there looking stuck somewhere between confusion and bemusement (hard to tell with that mask, he needs to get rid of it). Aiden's ranting and raving.

Me: "Uh... I'm home" I give Aiden a peck on the cheek.

Aiden: "I GIVE UP! I'M RUNNING AWAY!" He's flailing in an almost comedic manner but really I'm worried about him, I've not seen him like this in a long long while. After his flail fit's over he just... storms out of the house cursing and screaming.

It was so peaceful almost... normal feeling this morning...

Now it's complete chaos. I just sat down and read what I could.... I want to beat my head against the wall. But I won't.

Back to worrying about Aiden. I tried to follow his tracks in the snow... only to find he left none? Um... right can we say it's creepy? And he's in the woods. I could hear him he was screaming and ranting. I figured he was out there with Slendy so I came back in. Is it also creepy that I'm certain he's safe with Slendy? When I know none of the others of us are unless we're on our property?

Well this is a case of where you learn to be careful what you wish for. I had always wished our life was less boring/ more exciting. ...I'd say we have that now.

Gonna go and ask Todd to help find and calm down Aiden if he doesn't mind. My understanding is Aiden made that link thing with him? I don't know. I've not seen much of Aiden the last few days to know. He was passed out when I got home last night.

Ok. I'm going to stop with this and g see about finding him or something.

See ya.

work work work

Taking a moment to check in from work. I'm going to be busy. They've piled it on me. So between work and classes I'll not be around much. Actually if they caught me doing this at work my ass would be grass.

I see Ygg's home and I'm guessing Aiden's out so they didn't cross paths. So Ygg, if you see this. keep an eye on Aiden. It's going to be a late night for me tonight. And I can't get an answer on his cell, just keeps ringing and ringing and ringing. Weird. Though if he's out with Slender I suppose it's expected. He better not tear his back open again.... We're running out of non blood-stained bed sheets.

Getting caught up.

So Aiden's been post crazy today apparently. I'm not going to complain. I was welcomed home with a kiss and that was good enough for me. He told me we're going to be getting a visitor so I guess Bran and Co. is on their way? Weird to not see anything from them but you'll have that. They're big kids they can find their way here. Bran's come up plenty of times before.

So I guess I need to get settled in and see about catching up on posts. Then it's gonna be a nice long weekend of fun.

That's one thing about Aiden. He usually just needs a bit of time to cool down and it's all good. I'm glad to see him so happy and seemingly sane. Need to get his bandages changed and clean up his back and fun stuff. I'll do that when Bran gets here. Anyways that's it for now. Catch you all later. I'll try and post tomorrow or when I get a chance. Heh, we've got the house to ourselves, first time in a while. May have to make use of that while we can.

Tiered. Home. Have Aiden. Was so scared.

It is here. It is in this area. I saw It.

So confused. So confused. Almost took Aiden, It almost had him.

Slendy stopped him. I swear they were talking. While they were talking I took him and ran. He was unconscious. He's still unconscious. The both came after us. They both appeared in front of me. They both reached for me. It hurt cold, dark, then hot and blinding bright the just off and i felt sick and we're in ht house and Slendy's there over us and... I don't even.

So tiered. Gotta sleep. I just hope Aiden will listen in the morning. I hope work doesn't fire me. Gods damn this whole mess. This is all my fault. All my fucking fault. I'm sorry.

And this is the point..

...where all hell breaks loose.

I don't even know how to defend myself. All I can say is.. at least Aiden's back to normal? Even if he does seem a little more hot headed?

I literally *just* got home from work. I come in and things are tossed around and messed up. Taben seemed miffed and was cleaning up the mess. I didn't ask what happened he didn't look at me. I went up to check on Aiden. There on the door in what I can only guess was... blood? An operator symbol. Why is there an operator symbol... in blood, on our door?

I enter the bedroom. It's... well trashed is putting it lightly. It looked like Aiden had had a major tantrum. I wend downstairs asked what happened. Taben said Aiden had screamed and yelled and cursed my name as he tossed things around and got ready. He shouted he was leaving before he left. He didn't know any more than that.

Then I came up here. And got on the computer. And saw everything. I'm really REALLY unhappy right now. Not only with Asshat. But also with myself. I should have explained my worries and concerns to him. I should have told Aiden everything. And once again I've caused problems because I've kept secrets.

Screw this. I can't just sit here while Aiden's out. I need to go find him.

Good morning fellow bloggers. Kill me now as I have to get up and get ready to head in to work.

It wouldn't be so hard if Aiden hadn't continuously been waking up through the night spazzing and screeching bloody murder. Go figure, right? I can't even budge him now. Thing is, I don't think he was completely awake when he woke up the few times he did. His eyes were always closed except the first time.

Candice and Dean are Aiden's brother and sister. They're twins. Aiden's really close to them. I'm really surprised he doesn't mention them much. But since the Slender stuff has been going on there's been less interaction with them. I'm guessing it's Aiden not wanting to infect them. They know nothing of the Slender Man stuff, at least that we know of. The last time we saw them was, well when Taben and Ryan moved in with us. They helped us move them in. Otherwise we've not seen much of them. Or heard much from them. Aiden talks to them on IMs and stuff. But other than that, nothing.

So to have Aiden waking up and screaming in fear for his brother and sister, it makes me a bit worried. I'll talk to him and see what's going on. If worse comes to worse I'll contact them or drag him over to see them. We've not been over to his parents for a an extended visit since the Holidays. Being busy with classes and everything can suck.

Yeah, we'll make it a point to go over there and visit this weekend. Would be nice. I'll talk it over with Ai and we'll see what happens.

For now, I need to go to work. I'll talk to you all later.

Something's wrong

Something is wrong with Aiden. Quite wrong. He's not slept since Sunday.

I'm really worried about him. I tried to get him to go to bed before I left. It obviously didn't really work. I'm really hoping this turns around when he goes back to classes next week. I'm hoping we can get him to sleep. If we can't I am making a doc appointment for him and getting him in and checked.

Also, I'm going to attempt to 'ban' him from seeing Slender Man. He went to the park with Him again today. I came home and his back was all blood stained. Well apparently he was romping around(?) and broke open the scabs that just finally happened. I'm still trying to figure out why there are hole and... just.. ugh.

I have a headache. I'm stressed to the max from this. I'm still trying to get the okay to work from home cleared so I can keep an eye on Aiden.

I'm hoping the party this weekend will help Aiden out some. Maybe having company is what he needs. Having other friends around. Something other than just the normal crowd. As much of a loner as Aiden tends to be (hard to tell right now I know) I know he does like th company of his friends and misses them. There will be much rejoicing when Bran is living closer while attending college. That's for sure. There was talk from Aiden before all this went down of him transferring to the main campus as well. I guess we shall see what happens.

Anyways, signing out for now. I'm gonna see if I can wrestle Aiden into bed and clean off his back and force him to sleep. If not I'm getting some over the counter sleep aids and slipping it into his food. If he sleeps he'll be a lot better....  I hope.

Well then...

Aiden's gone completely bat shit insane. Aiden does not act like this ever. He's a loner, he prefers to keep to himself. He hates the idea of death in anyway. This is not my fiancée. This is creeping me out.

Something's seriously wrong.

I'm hoping getting him out of the house tonight will help him. All we can do is hope for the best I suppose.

EDIT: Looking over his last posts. He seemed alright. Until he went to the park. he came back and he was gone. Maybe the benevolent one is turning to be... less benevolent? This is worrisome.

Oh boy...

Kinda sorta freaking out right now. Called home to talk to Aiden. Ryan and Taben said Aiden went to the park. After chewing them out for not going with him I hang up and call Aiden. His phone cuts to voice mail after a few rings. Why is he not answering his phone? He never ignores calls from me. And given how things have been for us lately? Yeah, I'm a tad bit spazzy and scared and paranoid and worried.

Dammit Aiden. Stop doing this to me.

Well...

Was going to post this in reply to Bran's post but figured I'd let everyone in on this now since I've told Ai about it. (I like that nickname for him Bran, I'm keeping it)


Aiden's passed out now.

He yelled at me about Bran's post. As well as my post I made. I told him strait up how I felt. He screamed flailed and did the whole "proxies are stupid and unbelievable" denial thing then flopped on the bed and passed out.

See how I mean, Bran? He's not Aiden as much. The normal Aiden would have kept going on and on and on. Like that song that doesn't end. I'm really worried. I honestly think Aiden was 'proxiefied' or something. This is just worrisome. His wounds are healing up really fast... except for the ones on his back. They're sticky and gooey and just.. gross.... I've been cleaning them like the hospital said to do. While I was out clearing things up with work and getting my stay at home assignments so I can stay at home and take care of Aiden, I had Taben cleaning them. Taben's been giving me a whole lot of different theories which are just silly or just more worrisome.

I'm ready to just be able to rest and relax. But I'm so worried and scared. I just hope we can rest peacefully for a while. I can tell you one thing. I'm not letting Aiden out of my sight for as long as can be helped. I can't keep asking Slendy to babysit him either. I mean I'm sure He's got more important things to do. Though he seems extremely amused tonight. At least it seems like it just before he left when I got back. I wonder what Aiden was talking to him about....

Ok. Early bed time for me tonight. Gonna cling to Aiden and hopefully sleep well.

Can't sleep

So here I am. Posting. Making a mess on the journal here. Trying to get my thoughts out. I don't know where to begin. Actually, yes, I do. Aiden's home.

Aiden's home and still I can't sleep. There's so much unease in me. When I see him and look at him. Something's wrong. Somethings missing. his clothes were in tatters. he was beaten, scratched, cut, bruised, scraped and burned all over. He has what I can only describe as holes on his back. There are six of them. They're in lines on either side of his back, just over his shoulder blades.

He's been tired and hungry. If he's not sleeping he's eating. I managed t get him to go out with us today. He seemed to really enjoy himself but when w e got back I could see how worn he was. He seemed happy to get back into the world and he took tons of pictures. He asked me to look through them for him and move them to his hard drive and clear off his card.

None of the pictures came out. And I don't mean in blurry or unfocused. I mean, they're all completely black or just static or just all white or all one color or another. His pictures had never done that before. And he never commented after checking the pictures when he took them, so they must have been alright then as well.

I wasn't going to say this where he could see it, but I'm worried. I'm afraid that It's presence is still with him. I'm afraid there's more than meets the eye here. There's something more to this. I'm scared to death. But I'm going to give it my all and try and keep him safe and help him out of this, I'm going to take all the riddles and poems we have here that have clues in them and try to figure out what's going on. I just don't even know anymore. I'm so worried and concerned and uncertain. All I know to do is to stay near him and keep him as safe as possible.

He's woken, he's calling me to bed. I'd better go. I'm so relieved to have him back, and yet now I'm so worried as well. I'm going to try and convince him to go to the hospital tomorrow to get checked over. I tried today but he wouldn't. And I was happy to just enjoy a nice day with him.

We have a wedding to plan now. Hopefully our minds can concentrate on that now. I'll catch you all later.

Apologies

I apologize so much for my lack of a decent post. A decent story. I couldn't give it my all. I was distracted by Aiden's sudden arrival. I had only a small bit done and then it all changed when Aiden got here.

I'm so sorry. So very sorry. I'll make it up to you all. I swear to it. I'm so sorry. So so sorry. Aiden had to come first. I'm sorry.

It's sad. I write for a living. I'm a journalist. I should have been able to write something with no problem. And here I am. I failed.

I'm sorry Frap, Astrid, Joce.

I'll post again later.

And so it came, the day that the wedding would have been held, and The Pup was amiss. Time was precious and The Lover was impatient.  How would The Lover ever rescue his dear Pup. How would hi Pup return. When? The wedding would have to wait. The eve before Ostara. Before the Mother Goddess would bless the world with light, life and fertility. This would have to be how it worked. The Lover would save The Pup. He would be sure that the one he loved the most would be safe and given new life. New meaning. The Lover loved The Pup with all his heart. He had betrayed him in a moment of stupidity. Had given in to the hands of another while being under the influence. Making love… no it was not that. You make love to the one you love. He makes love to Pup. Not to the stranger that he spend that eve with. The Lover feared that it was his doing that made The Pup run away. The Pup wanted to be kidnapped by the Dark One, it must have been a reason for the disappearance. And The Lover would never forgive himself for his negligence.  The Lover would sit up late hanging over the computer, doing his reports for work. So close. So close to the time of the first rays of the equinox. So close to the first rays of new life. The moon so bright, so large in the sky shed its caressing ivory light to the world below it, spreading life.

The Lover sat in silence watching the full moon move across the sky. Watching, waiting, for what he did not know. It was as if he was expecting Pup to come through the door at any time. But he was still gone. Still nothing. Still only silence answered him from the walls.

That tapping. What was that tapping? A glance towards the window. A pale faceless figure.  The Lover froze. Fear biting at his mind. How would he even handle this? Not now, not ever. Never ever. Was the Dark One lurking? No. No it was the Piper. And he appeared suddenly inside and dropped a sputtering, smelly, ragged heap of cloth on the. Sputtering? Pup! It was Pup! The Piper had delivered The Pup! The Lover Ran to The Pup’s side. He caressed and cradled and held his Pup close.  Safety.  Safety to his Pup. The Pup is safe. The Pup will be safe. He would heal the pup. And the Piper would be to thank.

~I want to apologize for not including a secret as Frap asked.  That is… a secret no one knew. Few had inklings of an idea of what happened between Aiden and me last month. This is the first time I have written anything or said it plainly. Hope this is enough. The one other secret I have that no one (not even Aiden) knows is going to remain such. But then, I plan on telling Aiden. After all of that’s happened as of late. He will know. I love you Aiden. I always will. I just went with inspiration and typed what came. I got Aiden back last night. I got my lover. My inspiration. Now you all know what inspires me. As if you hadn’t known otherwise.~

Brennon ~The Lover ~

Home.... he's home!

Oh. My. God. Oh My Fucking GODS! Miracle can happen. He's dirty and smelly and sick and tiered but Aiden is home. I repeat. AIDEN IS HOME!

I'm leaving the computer. I'm staying away. I'm going to get my story finished and fleshed out and set on a scheduled update. Then I'm going to spend time with Aiden. Oh my god. To see him again. I'm so worried. I might take him to he hospital. he's so bruised and cut up. he seems traumatized. I don't know what happened but... but. Thank the Goddess. Thank you Eoster for bringing my life back to me. Thank you my lady of the season. Thank you. Thank you so many times over. Thank you for listening to my prayers and answering them. Thank you.

I'm going to spend time with Aiden and nurse him back to health. I'm going to drag him out with me and Taben and Ry tomorrow. I love him. I love him and I'm going to cherish him and make sure he says safe and healthy. I love him. Oh my Gods I don't even know. Oh. My. Gods!

Inspiration

Go here, and read. I've been working on my story. I will set it to post automatically tomorrow. I'm going to be busy tomorrow with.. something. Taben's insisting I come with him and Ry tomorrow and get out of the house and stop moaning and groaning.

Yes. I've become a shut in. Aiden missing has been killing me. I'm worried, scared to death. I keep looking but there's not much I can really do. I've come to this point where I realize there isn't anything I can do. I hate it. It's killing me. I want Aiden home and safe. I love him. I miss him. I'm afraid what he'll be like when he gets home. Will he be the same person? Or is he going to be this shell of the man I knew? I want my Aiden back, and I'll do whatever the hell I have to to get him healed and better. I love you Aiden. I love you so much.

Anyways that's my update. I need to get back to working on my story. I need to figure out what time it wold be to be noon GMT. Time Zones really really stink sometimes.

Gonna try and keep my head on. Did you guys read that? I was called an inspiration. That means so much to me that you couldn't believe. Please guys. Frap, Astrid, Joce, whoever the hell jumps into this crap. Please please PLEASE come back to us. You guys stay safe. We all love you. You're an inspiration to us too, you know?

Getting back to my writing. I've got inspiration to do something for once. So here I go.

Peace and Love to all of you.

~Brennon

Is that it? I did bad? I made a mistake? I was a stupid idiotic idjit so now you're just forgetting about me and leaving me to rot? Where the hell are you Aiden? Where are you? I might go fucking insane from lack of sleep if nothing else. I'm so confused. The note from It said you were going to be 'free' or 'out' or something. It told you to come home. Why the hell are you not coming home?!


Here's the translation provided by Joce of the last entry on Aiden's blog


"run [Title]
Almost through the maze young pup. 
Almost out and home.
Almost out of time young pup.
Hurry to your home.
The Piper comes to claim you.
But your work is not done.
Keep your nose up high young pup,
look up t'wards the sun.

Look into the mirror young pup.
See what you've become.
Look into you eyes young pup.
And pray your death has come."


What the hell is going on. I'm loosing my mind so maybe I'm totally missing something here but... I want you home. Get home. Come home. I miss you. I love you. I'm sorry I was a fuck-witted moron! I'm sorry I fucked up! Please, I'm sorry! Please come home! 

Achievement unlocked.

New Acheivment reached"
Being called an asshole by a paranormal creature that kills things.

Yes, you heard it right. The good old Slender Man called me an asshole today. Oh it wasn't in any old context. It wasn't written on a board. Nope. It was said calm and collected to me. "You are an asshole. I'm leaving." That's pretty much how it was said. And here I thought he was too proper to curse.

So here's how it happened. I was woken up when I was picked up out of bed by my neck via one of those tentacle things he grows from his back. Next thing I know, I hear this voice... very prim and proper sounding... but really angry.

~"Get out of bed, you have slept to long and you have work to do. We must find Aiden. You have let him be taken... again."~

I'm freaking out, screaming, or would be if I wasn't being choked by the way he had me noosed in his tentacle; and trying to get loose. I'm finally dropped on the bed.

"thanks a lot you bastard. Next time why don't you just shake me, work jump on the bed, hell even pour cold water one me."

~"This worked well enough, did it not?"~

"You could have killed me." I'm rubbing at my neck where he had grabbed me and checking in the dresser mirror to be sure I was alright. "You sure as hell didn't make me very happy with you."

~"I do not think you would have been happy with any of the other options either."~

"Touche... What do you want? Did you find Aiden? I assume you've been looking for him?"

~"I did not know he was missing. I have not been around. I know now simply because I saw your dreams. I believe the Dark One has him. We should go and find him."~

"I've got to get to work. I was looking all day yesterday and found nothing. No leads or anything. I'll call the police today and put out a missing person's report. It's all I can do. I'm gonna go in to work and do what I can there. I need to do something to keep my mind off this. Aiden's come back every other time. We know ///It/// probably has him again and we both know that I..." At this time Slendy wraps a tentacle around my mouth silencing me.

~"You are an asshole. I'm leaving."~ And with that he left.

So yes, I'm an asshole. Because all I can do is sit and wait to hear something, anything. To know Aiden's alright. Work was hell and they sent me home early cause they knew what was going on. They're understanding and all but... yeah. this stinks.

When I was sent home early I went out looking again. Went to normal places, off the wall places and places I never thought he'd go to. But I found nothing.

I've not seen Slendy since this morning. I'm so worried about Aiden. Taben and Ry are trying to keep my mind off it, but it's rally hard. I'm just going out of my mind with worry. I hope he comes home soon. I wish I knew what was going on...

and I wish I could understand what the hell that means... that code that they left for Aiden.. or whoever.

I'm going to bed. It's been hell for me lately.

Update

Searching was bust. As expected.

Haven't seen Slender Man around. I don't know if he knows. I'm guessing if he does that he's out looking for Aiden as well.

I just wish I knew what was going on.

I'm just... so tiered right now. So I'm going to try and sleep. Twenty-four hours will have hit by time I wake up and I can file a missing person's report on Aiden.

That is if I can sleep. I'll let you all in on a secret.

Aiden's obnoxious snoring is music to my ears. It soothes me and helps me sleep.

I don't know how I'll sleep without that tonight. I just hope Aiden makes it back safe. And I hope he makes it back soon.

Also, interesting fact that I was thinking on while we were out searching today.

I started thinking on the whole furry thing. See, Aiden's furry persona is a rodent morph. Know what young rodents are called? If you guessed 'pup' you get a medal.

The more you know. Right?

EDIT: I just saw the post on Aiden's blog. I can't decode it though... and I'm too flustered/tiered/whathaveyou to try right now. Anyone can decode it, please do so and let me know what you got. Thanks in advance.

Gonna try and sleep for real this time.

The Wedding will have to wait...

I guess Aiden got his way after all.

The wedding will happen on Beltane now. There are a few reasons for this.

First, This is Ohio. We just had snow dumped on us. and there's more predicted. Our wedding would have been the 19th. This coming Saturday. They're predicting a tone of Rain and Snow.

Second, It'll be warmer. We'll have time to plan it out. At this point there is only a week and we have no planning done.

Third and most important reason. Aiden's missing. Again.

I'm starting to think that little pup referred to him, not Branwen. I can guarantee it was not Aiden that made that post. We were out last night. We'd have just been getting back when that was posted. We went right to sleep after that. Aiden must have just disappeared from bed because I went to bed with him beside me. I woke up and he was gone. I assumed he was doing breakfast. Searched the house. He wasn't here. After freaking out and panicking for a good hours I decided to post here. <b><a href="http://idyllicclone.blogspot.com/2011/03/01000111-01101111-01101110-01100101.html">And then I saw his post.</a></b> Thank you Joce for translating so I didn't have to search for a translator.

So, yeah. You all probably see where my day will be spent. Even though I somehow know it'll all be in vain. I'm seriously getting sick of this crap. Why Aiden? Why single out him? Why the fuck do this to him? I'm just.. pissed. Really fucking pissed.

I'll try and keep updates but right now I'm loosing my mind with worry. As you could imagine it's going to be difficult. I'll see you all later.

Thoughts on Slender Man

Ok... ok.

I know this is due to Taben's obsession and may not even hold true in the end... but it did make me think on it.

Maybe Slender Man can 'clone' himself when he wishes to? That' why so many people can see instances of him at the same time?

It's odd but possible? Maybe? He's this incorporeal being, right? He's like a ghost, but not. He can time travel which would explain part of the whole same time thing, but what if there was more to it?

I know, this comes from Taben's obsessions (As if it weren't bad enough to have Slender Man around a lot he has to get a desktop stalker program too?), surely it can hold some truth?

Work's given me time off so I can tend to Aiden and handle that business and all. I'm grateful of them they are so understanding and accepting. They're allowing me time off for the wedding (just a couple weeks guys!) and two weeks after for the honeymoon. They're really understanding and accepting of homosexuals. Now if more people were willing to be.

I'm just home after some time with Aiden. He's doing well. They're talking about letting him leave this afternoon. I'm really hopeful of this. I think the best thing for Aiden at this point in time is to get out of there and get active.

Anyways I'm gonna get some food and then head back off to visit Aiden. Just thought I should throw in an update.

EDIT: Seeing post on Aiden's blog and I'm a lot less hopeful... seems like utter nonsense...

Quick interview

So Slender Man came. the interview was... very quick. It surprised me that he appeared right in our room out of no where. I'll get strait to it. Note, I'm not going to type it out the way he writes it all jumbled together. It's too hard to really decipher.

S: Whereisyourmate,theoneyoucallAiden

Me: He's in the hospital. I figured you'd know that being th all knowing powerful being you art. What the fuck are you doing to him? Why are you making him like this?

S: Icannotfindhim.IhavelookedandwaitedIcameheretoaskmuchthesamequestion.Howareyouhidinghimfromme?

Me: I'm not.... you mean you really can't sense where he is? Or know what the hell's going on with the entries he's been making?

S: Entries...?

I show him the entries Aiden's made. He looks at them reads them and he got... well to say pissed would be putting it mildly. He is NOT happy.

S: Iamgoing.Beonlookout.thisisnotgood.IWILLKILL!!

And with that he left.

So yeah. I'm really really worried now... Something really nasty is going down. As long as it leaves Aiden out of it and we can have our wedding like we plan, it'll all be good. Right? Please say that things will get better.

Translation

Translation to Aiden's post here.

"Beware, the end is nigh. the end is near. You shall fear. For the end is near.

Let the days become your nights, soon you'll learn, love's true plight. The end is near. Beware, have fear.

The end is near.

Death to the non believer. Death to the protected

You won't be safe for long. the Dark One comes to take your soul.

Rest while you can. the next time you rest will be upon your death."

Someone in the office here knows code. He said it's called BASE64?

He pointed me to this site for translations.

Just putting all this up here for reference. I hadn't thought that Aiden had done it. But I called in to talk to the doctor and get an update. Guess who woke up as soon as I left and was screaming that he had to find a computer now?

I'm really worried and really scared right now. What the hell is happening to Aiden? Where the fuck did this all come from? It seems so out of the blue.

Where the hell is Slender Man when I really need to talk to him. To think there was a time when I thought this was all bull crap story shit that scared Aiden and Taben for no reason.. Now it's here and real. Though it seems we're blaming the wrong person for the horrendous deeds that happen. Gonna go and see Aiden. They said he started getting better after posting. He's been sleeping and they didn't move him to quarantine. Sound fishy to anyone else?

Aiden is in the hospital...

Yes... again. The doctors checked him over and sent him directly to the hospital. But they don't know what it is. They said they wanted to keep him for 'observation'.

I just got home and found out about it. Taben's the one that took him to the doctor's today and then to the hospital.

I'll be happy when all this stressful stuff stops. Anyone know if the "Slender Man Sickness" as they call it can get someone this sick? And then isn't it only His prey that is sick? He's never shown signs of wanting to hunt any of us. I suppose things could change.

I'm off to visit Aiden and see if there are any updates. I'll keep you all updated as I find out what's going on.

Aiden's home

Aiden;s home... don't know how. I just remember being woke up at like three in the morning to the doorbell. I go downstairs and there's Aiden with the laptop, sketchbook and other things that he had gotten while down south. My guess is he convinced Slender Man to bring him back.

I couldn't get anything out of him. He put all his stuff on the kitchen table and then went to bed and passed out. He's still out cold. I'm just going to let him sleep. I'll question him when he wakes up.

Just thought I'd let those that were concerned know. I'm still pissed at the airlines though. United won't be getting our business that's for sure.

Texas Ho... Again...

Hopefully without all the drama there was last time. Leaving tomorrow to go down to Houston to get Aiden. Spend some time just he and I.

At least he's safe, and warm and well. See ya soon Aiden. Love you so much.

still missing

I looked as long as I could. For those not in the know, mother nature hates Ohio right now and has decided it'd be good to cover us in another foot of snow.

The roads are horrible. I searched all night.... as long as I could. I looked at normal places we hang out together. I checked the bars and clubs we used to go to as kids. I've found nothing. No trace. I caved and explained to our parents partially what's going on. We called the police to file a missing person's report.

They said to call back that they can't legally file it till it's been 24 hours or some bullshit. Branwen still hasn't seen him. Maybe he's not going there. Maybe we're wrong in where he's going.

I just wish I knew where. My mom's forcing me to stay here at her place where I last stopped. The weather's horrid. I called in to work and they said to not bother anyways. They don't want me risking life and limb.

Dammit, Aiden. You better get your ass home... Wherever you are, I hope it's less snowy. I love you. Stay safe, eyes open. Come back soon.

Missing.... again

Aiden's missing, again.


Taben said they had gone geocaching for a bit today. During caching Aiden was grouching about the proxies getting Bran and Co.. I'm really worried. He gets extremely protective  and out of line when his loved ones are in danger. This is all thanks to my dead sibling. he really screwed our heads up.

I'm even more concerned by the fact he did take his cell, and wallet but the cell rings then just total static. He also didn't take his car.I'm trying to not freak out... it's a little hard right now. You know? Wouldn't he already be there if Slender Man gave him a 'ride'?

I'm so incredibly worried. Dammit, Ai. Why the hell do you have to get like this. I love you, come home safe.

Ugh. I don't even know where to being or what to do. I'm gonna go out looking. Maybe he just walked to the park. But he'd have told Taben and Ry he was going out. No... he said nothing. No one knows anything.

He's about 5ft 9in. black hair. Blue eyes. Slightly athletic in build. Last seen in a red hooded sweatshirt and black jeans. Brown hiking boots. He's got a black goatee. Sweet, almost feminine voice. He's a sweety.... comes to the name Aiden.... yeah sorry had to add that last part in there, it was sounding so much like a missing pet report....

Ok why am I still here. I need to go. Wish me luck. I'll updated when I get a chance.

Maybe I worry too much.

Aiden's been really.... off the last few days. As in he's been drinking himself to sleep. I keep an eye on him when I can. He skipped classes today, and I got out of work early and came home to see him halfway to drunkenness again.

At least not all the rum and vodka we had for mixed drinks is gone now. Just some of the Jell-o shots Taben made for his birthday. Thankfully Aiden hated those.

He keeps saying we need to go to Branwen and her friends and help them. He's been angry and easily upset. Slender Man came by to pay a visit and he threw a plate at him. Who's the one that was knocked unconscious by it? certainly not Slender Man. And now Slender Man's taken to just standing at the edge of the forest in the back yard and staring at the house.This is making me nervous. I could stand it when he was at the door watching, or inside. But now he's by the woods. I hope this isn't  bad sign that he's gonna start killing us off. Yeah, that wouldn't be cool at all.

I'm not as studied in the mythos as Aiden and everyone else. I have to worry about reports and my last couple classes for college. I can't wait to graduate and only have my job in the way. Gonna have to head off soon to my night class. Really worried about having no one here to watch Aiden. Ry's too engrossed in continued work on his project and Taben's sick. If I didn't have an exam I'd not go in for classes tonight.

Maybe I worry too much... but I have reason, right? Please tell me that I do? Or maybe don't. Because if I have reason, then I know things are going to tank.

Disappeared

I can't say much as I'm going to be leaving here shortly. But...

Aiden has disappeared. He's up and vanished. Taben was getting ready to go and asked where Aiden was. His coat, wallet and all the stuff he'd take anywhere are still here. He just... vanished.

I knew we shouldn't have invited that Slender bastard in.

Gonna be spending the day looking for him. Getting a couple friends to help me. I can't ask Taben to take the time off. He wants too but he can't miss school or the government will eat him up.

Off to searching. This just sucks. Aiden if you read this PLEASE call me or Taben or someone. Gods I hope you're alright. I love you. I'm so sorry.

Better and Categories

The past few days have been uneventful. Between work and classes, Aiden and I have been trying to work out our problems. Well my problems really. I'd like to say we're making headway, but I'm really not completely sure. He's been more cuddly and snuggly at night so I'll say that it's going for the better. I really hate what we did but I'm really thankful to be given the chance to work it out. I think I might ask that I not get sent on assignments that can't include my partner from now on. Tell them if they're going to send me, they have to send Aiden as well. Or I just end up taking Aiden with my own money or something. Maybe I'm paranoid, I don't know.

Anyways. In the title I mention categories. By categories I mean categories of 'runners'. Please correct me if I have the term wrong but runners means those that are being harassed by Slender man? I've tried to look it up in my research and have found nothing as of this far. So any help on the subject/definition of a runner would be greatly appreciated.

Anyways, I've noticed that there are a few different categories.

Hunted- Those that Slender Man is after and who feel threatened by him. They're running trying to escape for their lives. These ones are at the highest risk of disappearing/being killed by Slender Man.

Hunters- There's very few of these but these are the ones that are after and wish to kill Slender Man. They are often times very vicious, malicious and will kill proxies and  shoot before asking questions. In the same breath, these are also ones that are at risk of being killed by Slendy, he doesn't really have interest in them other than to preserve himself.

Antagonists- Similar to the hunters, but instead of trying to kill Slendy, they just try and study him. They play tricks and 'mind games' on Slendy. They don't wish to exactly hurt him they're curious and want to know what's going on and happening. Why Slendy does what he does. Why he is who he is.

Bystanders- these people know of Slendy, likely have seen Slendy but are not hunted or attacked by Slendy. They're simply there. Whether it be the partner or friend of one of the above. They aren't involved and while Slendy may or may not acknowledge them. He has no interest in them.

Protected- These are the people that Slendy seems to protect. I can only say that I honestly know of two, maybe three (or even 4? due to Bran's recent experiment, though for now I categorize her as an antagonist). They are few and far between, and it seems to have something to do with with the behaviors that the person exhibits or the lack of fear. Or maybe not. It's really hard to differentiate it.

See, Slendy preys on people by making him trust them, at least that's how he is with children. The children want to play with him and be his friend and that's when he swoops n and the children disappear. So what is it that's so different about Allen? Why does Slendy protect Allen? I've got a lot of thinking to do. I don't care if it moves me from a bystander to an antagonist or whatever, I'm just really curious. I want to learn more.

I figured I'd leave off with a small list of people I know and put them in their categories I feel they fit into best.

Aiden- protected(?)/Antagonist. It's hard to know exactly where Aiden stands. Maybe I'll have to come back and make more categories.
Brennon (myself)- Bystander
Brandwen- Antagonist
Taben- Hunter/Bystander. Another hard to categorize. He's flat out attacked Slendy on more than one occasion for getting too close to Allen. But Slendy has never hurt or done anything malicious or paid him much attentions.
Allen- Protected
Ryan- Bystander
Rizzy- Bystander - she's never seen Slender Man. And she's just watched Marble Hornets so she knows what Mateo and Taben are talking about. She doesn't want to be left out. maybe she can even remain uncategorized for now.
Mateo- Bystander? not sure. We'll know next week when he comes up ad sees how Slendy reacts to him.
Sandra- Protected/Antagonist
Lya- Bystander/Antagonist
Matt- Bystander/Antagonist
Maudin- Antagonist
Celeste- Antagonist/Bystander
Zeke- Hunter. This dude has some balls. I wish I could be more like him
M- Antagonist/Hunted/Bystander-  hard to tell. I don't even know if the dude's even still alive. his last post was so long ago. Hope he's safe though, I know he's helped a lot of people out.
Jack- Hunted
Stephanie- Hunted

These are all the blogs I'm up to date with at this time I've still got a few to read through. Wow, lookit me. Once the non believe now I'm studying... at the same time I remember reading that can make it worse. Hmm. Ah well.

And I'm gonna go now. Aiden and Taben just got back from running and doing some caching and Aiden and I are gonna go run some errands and spend some time together. Hope this helps and I look forward to seeing what anyone may have to say about anything I've said here. Bran you keep yourself safe. We want to be able to see you up here and hanging with us next weekend.

I don't know where to start

No, seriously, I don't.

I'm an ass. I'm a horrible person, a horrible lover, mate, s/o, partner. I'm a horrible despicable person. No one ever warned me about these things growing up. No one ever told me these things could happen to me. And I hate myself for it.

I betrayed Aiden. I betrayed his love for me, his trust in me, everything he felt for me. I betrayed it all. I got drunk and my inhibitions fell to the floor. I've never felt like this before. I wish I didn't now, but here I am.

I was upset over something so Gods damned stupid! I'm so angry over it now.

I don't know what else to say other than... I love you, Aiden. I love you more than anything on this planet. I hope in time you can forgive me. I'm so sorry and I love you. No one has nor will anyone ever mean to me what you do.

I'm sorry.

I love you.

Forgive me.

I'm so drunk

so this funny thing happened where they said they had to refund or change seats. and i called the boss and he said to refund and just get out and do the story on something else.

So I came to my room, got a pizza and some drinks and is all good. I can forget the problems I've been having for a bit longer.

Holly shit it's hard to spell when drunk. I'm checking this over a few times and still missing things.

Early tomorrow is my plane out. I will be happy to be home. I miss my friends, my family. I miss Aiden. I feel bad. I'm an ass. I think he hates me. I don't know. I'm so confused. I'm not sure what to do or say and I'm so ashamed and angry and, yeah.

I'm gonna go pass out. Have to be up early. I wish I could have went home early.

I love you Aiden, I'm sorry.

Ugh... Men

I was gonna post, now I'm just really unhappy with my chosen life partner for outing my creepy weird ass dream on his public journal. Ugh... the jerk. I think I'm gonna have to see about prolonging my stay here on this story I'm covering. Though the weather here's just as bad as in Ohio. Bleh. I'm finally down south, first time in my life, and it's not the sunny happy warm place I'd like to be in.

So a big screw you to Texas. Never really liked you anyways.

I'm gonna go down to the restaurant and get me some food and beer.

I'm still not happy with you, Aiden. You better be good or I'm not gonna bring you a present home with me.

Clarification

As we were sitting and talking with Taben over breakfast this morning he brought to my attention that people out in the "Slenderverse" as he called it, are considering trying to find a branch of the world tree, Yggdrasil;
They believe it's a very big important thing to get rid of Slendy.

Before people find this (and Taben's pretty insistent they may) I want to not that the title of my blog had nothing to do with the "Slenderverse" or Slender Man when I made it. I am pagan. The World Tree/Tree of Life is a very large part of my life. I've always followed it.

No, I'm not your hero, or Savior or whatever people want to call me. I'm just an average man trying to live his life. I'd never even heard of Slender Man until this New Year's even stuff started. I never saw him until a few days ago. I'm not wanting to destroy Slender Man. I come from the pagan belief that all life is sacred and even if this person deserves it, he'll never find death by my hands.

Just wanted to put this clarification out there. Only reason this exist is because my fiancée told me I should make it. So I made it. I may not update very often or be very active. I made it to have some peace with Aiden. That is all. (seriously, have you ever had someone constantly nag you because you've not made an online blog? I had to make him shut up. [I love you Aiden, don't hate me for this])

And I feel the need to come back and edit this as whilst I was reviewing the post I made I noticed I had two new followers that I had no idea who they were. So, uh. Hi? I'm surprised to see this honestly, but Aiden assures me we may get more. I dunno how I feel about that.

Aiden's been hounding me.

"Post it!" he keeps telling me.
"Post your feeling on it please, I want to know!" I got texted these things several times today.

I don't know what I feel to be truthfully honest.

It's like finally learning that Santa Claus, or the Easter Bunny or Tooth Fairy are real.
It's a kind of 'oh... so that's how it is then' feeling. I don't know if there's anything really to say about it.  I don't have real feelings or thoughts it's just. Well it's fact now.

All of that aside, it's a really creepy fact to finally find out about. And to see it is even creepier. You don't think things like that are real. And then it's there. Living, breathing right before your eyes. How does he breathe? How does he live? I keep getting told he's evil and a monster, yet Allen's attached to this 'man'. And the man seems attached to and fond of Allen wanting to take care of him. I don't see any evil in this. I'm so confused and don't know what to say or do. I admit. I never watched the videos like I said I would. I just thought it was another of Aiden's silly obsessions. I was annoyed cause Branwen was feeding them and letting them breed and grow. Maybe I should watch these videos now. But at the same time, maybe I don't want to. I'm content with accepting this 'man' as being the benevolent, kind hearted caring creature that I saw him being yesterday. I don't want to see this 'monster' that others say he is.

I will take time though and apologize to Aiden and to Branwen for calling them childish fools wanting to believe in fairy tales. Apparently fairy tales are real.

I apologize guys. Love ya both and I'm sorry.

Also, don't worry. As long as we stick together we'll get through it.

My poor house...

So I came home from work after having my one class. Boxes are everywhere in the house. The house feels all littered and just cluttered and, well it's a frustrating feeling really. But hey at least this means we have friends coming to live. New people. More life. There's not enough life in this old place anymore. It'll be nice to have it more filled up.

I guess I should explain a bit about how I managed to come about buying a house, and being a home owner at the age of 22.  Well, almost 22, my birthday's next month so I feel alright saying 22.

I grew up in a small family. My parents and Aiden's parents were always very close. We always hung out and everyone new everyone.  Grandparents were close and everything. Well, I have a sister. She is one of those born again Christians that even Christians hate. You know, the ones that aren't even Christian because they judge and hate everything? Yeah one of those. Note, that I was raised i a Pagan household. My parents are Pagan and my grandparents were Pagan and so on and so forth. My parents were accepting and loving of my sister as were my grandparents. Everyone was happy and things were hunky dory.

Then I came out as being gay. My sister's 6 years older than me. She had already graduated high school at this time and was working to live her own life. Found a man, settled down, had kids. Then she finds out I'm gay and goes bat shit insane and disowns me as family. My parents and grandparents aren't happy and kinda fight her on it but try and keep the peace. Aiden's parents... well Aiden's parents stuck to themselves because, well Aiden was always gay. We always knew he was gay and we were always alright. My sister was fine with that. I guess it's when her family got involved in the 'filth' that it wasn't as okay? Or maybe she thinks it'd reflect badly on us.

It basically came down to it getting really all out bad and started tearing our families apart.... then my grandfather was diagnosed with cancer. For a short time we all lived in peace visiting my grandfather spending as much time with him. It was terminal. they gave him a few months to a year.  To make a long story short, my sister turned on me and Aiden and started blaming us. saying God's punishing grandfather because we're gay. This was just.. insane and the families exploded in arguing again. everyone was against my sister. My sister only against Aiden and me. It was a down right mess. We prefer not to talk about it but I think it's time I talked about it and moved on.

So grandfather was ticked off about this. Not happy and he told her flat out "I know who is being removed from my will then" Sister had a field day with that. And pissed us off even more. (sorry for the cursing but it still really makes me mad, I tend to not use curse words unless I'm angry and... i'm rambling apologies) Apparently in the end it became apparent that my sister was only hanging onto any of us because of my grandfather's money. Grandfather said he was going to give her share to Aiden. You know what happened then? Take a wild guess.

She turned on Aiden. She threatened his life. She said she was going to kill him that God had plans for her money from grandfather and a dirty 'fag' like him didn't deserve any of it. God deserved the money for the good of God's children. It was... it was really ugly. What was even uglier? When she actual hired people to try and kill Aiden. Her boyfriend at the time and several guys he knew jumped Aiden when he and I were on a date one night. And, well it was an ugly mess. I was scared for Aiden's life he was hurt so bad. The things thugs do for some money right? they were all promised shares of the money she'd be given Funny cause she didn't even have any. When they found out she'd been removed from the will. Yeah guess who they turned in.

So sister was convicted. She was gonna do jail time. But no, you know what she did? she too the 'Christian' way out. The day they were going to take her off to the clink she comes over to where Aiden and I were and says that she's doing this for 'God' she shot Aiden. Fucking shot Aiden. and... then me... and then turned it on herself...  Obviously we were both alright. she was trembling and had bad aim. Aiden was hurt worse than me (I'm guessing the thought of taking her brother's life was too much). i only got it in the shoulder. Aiden got it in the stomach. she waisted no time to be sure she didn't suffer.... and... yeah...

I don't know how I got onto this subject.... but it was a long time ago. Well not long... basically after this happened my grandfather felt it was his fault. He left everything to me. EVERYTHING. This house, his money everything was left to me with a note saying to take care of Aiden. He was happy for us. He loved Aiden and... yeah now I'm missing my Pop pop. But at least you all know how I became a home owner at the age of 22.

Specifics on the house? It's huge.  I'll leave it at that. We've got Taben and Ryan moving in and taking the second master bedroom (there were three in this house) Allen will be taking the room he always stays in when they stay the night. And there are still three bedrooms left for guests. Each master bedroom has a bathroom of it's own and then there's a half bath. Huge den. Large basement that expands the full length of the house. it's a two story monster.

and i'm really worked up now... so i'm gonna stop here. I'm gonna go help they guys. If I help then we'll have the last loads over here and it's just the furniture that need dealing with. I'm going. I need to calm down. And apologies to Aiden. Felt kinda good to get this out.

Hello, and welcome to another edition of Brennon does not know what the heck to post.

I told Aiden that I'd post about last night's going ons though, so, here I am yet again.  Posting.

So, I think it started when Aiden got back from the hospital.. He was going to the bathroom looked out the upstairs hall window and saw some woman standing out in the road. He pointed it out and I just commented that we had knew people move in a bit down the street and they were likely just checking out the neighborhood. Aiden accepted that excuse and put it off. Each time that he had to leave our room in the evening and go to the restroom he would point out that she was there... staring an it was creepy. By time I'd go to look she'd be gone. I honestly thought it was just Aiden being sick and still hallucinating some. Hell before he went into the hospital he was seeing this Slender Man character all over the place and it really didn't help matters any.

So last night Aiden had gotten fed up with me calling the whole hallucinating thing and drug me to the window and sure enough there she was. So, I decided to investigate. Aiden stayed there to make sure she didn't leave and I went out to talk to her. Her name's Edana. Her family just moved in down the street after immigrating from Ireland. I guess her dad got hired in for some company over here. It's kind of weird because you don't generally hear about people being immigrated for jobs here in Ohio but, I guess it could happen. I wouldn't doubt it for a minute though. She had a very thick accent and was very friendly like they say those people are. We struck up a conversation and soon enough Aiden came out and watched from the porch he's kinda shy about new people and, well the chick had really creeped him out. I mentioned that Aiden had mentioned he'd seen her standing out here. She seemed really embarrassed obviously not having known she'd been caught. She explained that she was trying to figure out if I was alone or if I lived with someone. She had seen me leaving in the morning but there were two cars. I told her yes I lived there. I lived with my fiancée. And that's when Aiden joined me. "Oh, well I'd love to meet her, I was kinda hoping you were alone, but that's wishful thinking" She was really shy and flirty and I could feel Aiden getting really irritated beside me. I just kind f chuckled and gestured to Aiden and introduced her. When she heard 'my fiancée, Aiden' her eyes went wide and she blushed a horrible deep shade of red. She was polite and apologized and was just blushing under Aiden's glare. Aiden kissed my cheek and said he was going to go inside cause he was freezing. He wasn't even halfway to the door when she asked, shy and polite "Well... even so.. would you like to go out sometime?" I was floored... she had the gall to ask me out with Aiden right there. Of course Aiden has these ears that hear everything and he lost it. He turned around and started screaming at her. After much yelling I finally convinced him to go inside and i broke off the conversation and told her how rude she was. Sorry. I try and be polite most times but, no more mister nice Brennon after that.

So the rest of my night was spent calming Aiden down. Aiden knows without question that I'm his and he's mine. He knows I'm not gonna go frolicking off... but.. that really put him at unease. He swears there's more to it and that there's more to it. I don't really think there is. He just wants there to be. He's been swearing up and down that this has something to do with this whole Slender Man stuff that he's into. I'm sorry but, there's no such thing as Slender Man. It's a made up creature. It was started on Something Awful for love of the Goddess. That should say everything right there. I figure like all his other obsessions this one will also pass, by this time next month we'll be more worried about wedding plans than anything. We're still debating a date. No worries, I'll let everyone know when we decide on it.

Anywyas, I'm going to go. Aiden's not home yet, I figure he'll prolly be home around 4-5. I'm going to see if I can't surprise him with another nice dinner again. Have a nice romantic evenings together. I'm sure he's probably still a bit bothered by this young girl (I mean she was maybe like... 18? 19?) I'm just going to make sure he won't have to worry and prove to him I'm all his. I love this man more than anything. I'm happy to spend my life with him.

I'll catch you all later.
~Brennon