Sunday, February 27, 2011

Aiden's home

Aiden;s home... don't know how. I just remember being woke up at like three in the morning to the doorbell. I go downstairs and there's Aiden with the laptop, sketchbook and other things that he had gotten while down south. My guess is he convinced Slender Man to bring him back.

I couldn't get anything out of him. He put all his stuff on the kitchen table and then went to bed and passed out. He's still out cold. I'm just going to let him sleep. I'll question him when he wakes up.

Just thought I'd let those that were concerned know. I'm still pissed at the airlines though. United won't be getting our business that's for sure.

Friday, February 25, 2011

Texas Ho... Again...

Hopefully without all the drama there was last time. Leaving tomorrow to go down to Houston to get Aiden. Spend some time just he and I.

At least he's safe, and warm and well. See ya soon Aiden. Love you so much.

still missing

I looked as long as I could. For those not in the know, mother nature hates Ohio right now and has decided it'd be good to cover us in another foot of snow.

The roads are horrible. I searched all night.... as long as I could. I looked at normal places we hang out together. I checked the bars and clubs we used to go to as kids. I've found nothing. No trace. I caved and explained to our parents partially what's going on. We called the police to file a missing person's report.

They said to call back that they can't legally file it till it's been 24 hours or some bullshit. Branwen still hasn't seen him. Maybe he's not going there. Maybe we're wrong in where he's going.

I just wish I knew where. My mom's forcing me to stay here at her place where I last stopped. The weather's horrid. I called in to work and they said to not bother anyways. They don't want me risking life and limb.

Dammit, Aiden. You better get your ass home... Wherever you are, I hope it's less snowy. I love you. Stay safe, eyes open. Come back soon.

Thursday, February 24, 2011

Missing.... again

Aiden's missing, again.

Taben said they had gone geocaching for a bit today. During caching Aiden was grouching about the proxies getting Bran and Co.. I'm really worried. He gets extremely protective  and out of line when his loved ones are in danger. This is all thanks to my dead sibling. he really screwed our heads up.

I'm even more concerned by the fact he did take his cell, and wallet but the cell rings then just total static. He also didn't take his car.I'm trying to not freak out... it's a little hard right now. You know? Wouldn't he already be there if Slender Man gave him a 'ride'?

I'm so incredibly worried. Dammit, Ai. Why the hell do you have to get like this. I love you, come home safe.

Ugh. I don't even know where to being or what to do. I'm gonna go out looking. Maybe he just walked to the park. But he'd have told Taben and Ry he was going out. No... he said nothing. No one knows anything.

He's about 5ft 9in. black hair. Blue eyes. Slightly athletic in build. Last seen in a red hooded sweatshirt and black jeans. Brown hiking boots. He's got a black goatee. Sweet, almost feminine voice. He's a sweety.... comes to the name Aiden.... yeah sorry had to add that last part in there, it was sounding so much like a missing pet report....

Ok why am I still here. I need to go. Wish me luck. I'll updated when I get a chance.

Maybe I worry too much.

Aiden's been really.... off the last few days. As in he's been drinking himself to sleep. I keep an eye on him when I can. He skipped classes today, and I got out of work early and came home to see him halfway to drunkenness again.

At least not all the rum and vodka we had for mixed drinks is gone now. Just some of the Jell-o shots Taben made for his birthday. Thankfully Aiden hated those.

He keeps saying we need to go to Branwen and her friends and help them. He's been angry and easily upset. Slender Man came by to pay a visit and he threw a plate at him. Who's the one that was knocked unconscious by it? certainly not Slender Man. And now Slender Man's taken to just standing at the edge of the forest in the back yard and staring at the house.This is making me nervous. I could stand it when he was at the door watching, or inside. But now he's by the woods. I hope this isn't  bad sign that he's gonna start killing us off. Yeah, that wouldn't be cool at all.

I'm not as studied in the mythos as Aiden and everyone else. I have to worry about reports and my last couple classes for college. I can't wait to graduate and only have my job in the way. Gonna have to head off soon to my night class. Really worried about having no one here to watch Aiden. Ry's too engrossed in continued work on his project and Taben's sick. If I didn't have an exam I'd not go in for classes tonight.

Maybe I worry too much... but I have reason, right? Please tell me that I do? Or maybe don't. Because if I have reason, then I know things are going to tank.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011


I can't say much as I'm going to be leaving here shortly. But...

Aiden has disappeared. He's up and vanished. Taben was getting ready to go and asked where Aiden was. His coat, wallet and all the stuff he'd take anywhere are still here. He just... vanished.

I knew we shouldn't have invited that Slender bastard in.

Gonna be spending the day looking for him. Getting a couple friends to help me. I can't ask Taben to take the time off. He wants too but he can't miss school or the government will eat him up.

Off to searching. This just sucks. Aiden if you read this PLEASE call me or Taben or someone. Gods I hope you're alright. I love you. I'm so sorry.

Friday, February 11, 2011

Better and Categories

The past few days have been uneventful. Between work and classes, Aiden and I have been trying to work out our problems. Well my problems really. I'd like to say we're making headway, but I'm really not completely sure. He's been more cuddly and snuggly at night so I'll say that it's going for the better. I really hate what we did but I'm really thankful to be given the chance to work it out. I think I might ask that I not get sent on assignments that can't include my partner from now on. Tell them if they're going to send me, they have to send Aiden as well. Or I just end up taking Aiden with my own money or something. Maybe I'm paranoid, I don't know.

Anyways. In the title I mention categories. By categories I mean categories of 'runners'. Please correct me if I have the term wrong but runners means those that are being harassed by Slender man? I've tried to look it up in my research and have found nothing as of this far. So any help on the subject/definition of a runner would be greatly appreciated.

Anyways, I've noticed that there are a few different categories.

Hunted- Those that Slender Man is after and who feel threatened by him. They're running trying to escape for their lives. These ones are at the highest risk of disappearing/being killed by Slender Man.

Hunters- There's very few of these but these are the ones that are after and wish to kill Slender Man. They are often times very vicious, malicious and will kill proxies and  shoot before asking questions. In the same breath, these are also ones that are at risk of being killed by Slendy, he doesn't really have interest in them other than to preserve himself.

Antagonists- Similar to the hunters, but instead of trying to kill Slendy, they just try and study him. They play tricks and 'mind games' on Slendy. They don't wish to exactly hurt him they're curious and want to know what's going on and happening. Why Slendy does what he does. Why he is who he is.

Bystanders- these people know of Slendy, likely have seen Slendy but are not hunted or attacked by Slendy. They're simply there. Whether it be the partner or friend of one of the above. They aren't involved and while Slendy may or may not acknowledge them. He has no interest in them.

Protected- These are the people that Slendy seems to protect. I can only say that I honestly know of two, maybe three (or even 4? due to Bran's recent experiment, though for now I categorize her as an antagonist). They are few and far between, and it seems to have something to do with with the behaviors that the person exhibits or the lack of fear. Or maybe not. It's really hard to differentiate it.

See, Slendy preys on people by making him trust them, at least that's how he is with children. The children want to play with him and be his friend and that's when he swoops n and the children disappear. So what is it that's so different about Allen? Why does Slendy protect Allen? I've got a lot of thinking to do. I don't care if it moves me from a bystander to an antagonist or whatever, I'm just really curious. I want to learn more.

I figured I'd leave off with a small list of people I know and put them in their categories I feel they fit into best.

Aiden- protected(?)/Antagonist. It's hard to know exactly where Aiden stands. Maybe I'll have to come back and make more categories.
Brennon (myself)- Bystander
Brandwen- Antagonist
Taben- Hunter/Bystander. Another hard to categorize. He's flat out attacked Slendy on more than one occasion for getting too close to Allen. But Slendy has never hurt or done anything malicious or paid him much attentions.
Allen- Protected
Ryan- Bystander
Rizzy- Bystander - she's never seen Slender Man. And she's just watched Marble Hornets so she knows what Mateo and Taben are talking about. She doesn't want to be left out. maybe she can even remain uncategorized for now.
Mateo- Bystander? not sure. We'll know next week when he comes up ad sees how Slendy reacts to him.
Sandra- Protected/Antagonist
Lya- Bystander/Antagonist
Matt- Bystander/Antagonist
Maudin- Antagonist
Celeste- Antagonist/Bystander
Zeke- Hunter. This dude has some balls. I wish I could be more like him
M- Antagonist/Hunted/Bystander-  hard to tell. I don't even know if the dude's even still alive. his last post was so long ago. Hope he's safe though, I know he's helped a lot of people out.
Jack- Hunted
Stephanie- Hunted

These are all the blogs I'm up to date with at this time I've still got a few to read through. Wow, lookit me. Once the non believe now I'm studying... at the same time I remember reading that can make it worse. Hmm. Ah well.

And I'm gonna go now. Aiden and Taben just got back from running and doing some caching and Aiden and I are gonna go run some errands and spend some time together. Hope this helps and I look forward to seeing what anyone may have to say about anything I've said here. Bran you keep yourself safe. We want to be able to see you up here and hanging with us next weekend.

Wednesday, February 9, 2011

I don't know where to start

No, seriously, I don't.

I'm an ass. I'm a horrible person, a horrible lover, mate, s/o, partner. I'm a horrible despicable person. No one ever warned me about these things growing up. No one ever told me these things could happen to me. And I hate myself for it.

I betrayed Aiden. I betrayed his love for me, his trust in me, everything he felt for me. I betrayed it all. I got drunk and my inhibitions fell to the floor. I've never felt like this before. I wish I didn't now, but here I am.

I was upset over something so Gods damned stupid! I'm so angry over it now.

I don't know what else to say other than... I love you, Aiden. I love you more than anything on this planet. I hope in time you can forgive me. I'm so sorry and I love you. No one has nor will anyone ever mean to me what you do.

I'm sorry.

I love you.

Forgive me.

Sunday, February 6, 2011

I'm so drunk

so this funny thing happened where they said they had to refund or change seats. and i called the boss and he said to refund and just get out and do the story on something else.

So I came to my room, got a pizza and some drinks and is all good. I can forget the problems I've been having for a bit longer.

Holly shit it's hard to spell when drunk. I'm checking this over a few times and still missing things.

Early tomorrow is my plane out. I will be happy to be home. I miss my friends, my family. I miss Aiden. I feel bad. I'm an ass. I think he hates me. I don't know. I'm so confused. I'm not sure what to do or say and I'm so ashamed and angry and, yeah.

I'm gonna go pass out. Have to be up early. I wish I could have went home early.

I love you Aiden, I'm sorry.

Friday, February 4, 2011

Ugh... Men

I was gonna post, now I'm just really unhappy with my chosen life partner for outing my creepy weird ass dream on his public journal. Ugh... the jerk. I think I'm gonna have to see about prolonging my stay here on this story I'm covering. Though the weather here's just as bad as in Ohio. Bleh. I'm finally down south, first time in my life, and it's not the sunny happy warm place I'd like to be in.

So a big screw you to Texas. Never really liked you anyways.

I'm gonna go down to the restaurant and get me some food and beer.

I'm still not happy with you, Aiden. You better be good or I'm not gonna bring you a present home with me.