Aiden's been hounding me.

"Post it!" he keeps telling me.
"Post your feeling on it please, I want to know!" I got texted these things several times today.

I don't know what I feel to be truthfully honest.

It's like finally learning that Santa Claus, or the Easter Bunny or Tooth Fairy are real.
It's a kind of 'oh... so that's how it is then' feeling. I don't know if there's anything really to say about it.  I don't have real feelings or thoughts it's just. Well it's fact now.

All of that aside, it's a really creepy fact to finally find out about. And to see it is even creepier. You don't think things like that are real. And then it's there. Living, breathing right before your eyes. How does he breathe? How does he live? I keep getting told he's evil and a monster, yet Allen's attached to this 'man'. And the man seems attached to and fond of Allen wanting to take care of him. I don't see any evil in this. I'm so confused and don't know what to say or do. I admit. I never watched the videos like I said I would. I just thought it was another of Aiden's silly obsessions. I was annoyed cause Branwen was feeding them and letting them breed and grow. Maybe I should watch these videos now. But at the same time, maybe I don't want to. I'm content with accepting this 'man' as being the benevolent, kind hearted caring creature that I saw him being yesterday. I don't want to see this 'monster' that others say he is.

I will take time though and apologize to Aiden and to Branwen for calling them childish fools wanting to believe in fairy tales. Apparently fairy tales are real.

I apologize guys. Love ya both and I'm sorry.

Also, don't worry. As long as we stick together we'll get through it.