Nice to be posting and trying to say something, even if I'm seriously in monster pain right now. Aiden's been bummed but he's been here the whole day. I guess Branwen and her group left yesterday evening. Gonna miss them, hoping that they'll be back up for Aiden's and My anniversary. We plan on doing something for it. Not sure what though.
Aiden fell asleep. He climbed up into bed beside me. There's been a lot of protesting from the Docs when he does that, but he's been here and he's been amazing. Even if he's falling asleep. I don't know what I'd do without him. He means so much to me. The last several years of life have been a blast, and just living and growing with him, learning about each other. I don't think the Gods could have blessed me more, and I'm lucky for each day that I spend with him. Most wonderful man ever. Well when he doesn't snore. His snoring tends to keep me up.
So, we're going to just spend the weekend together and try and figure out what the hell we're going to do about Taben. The police are after him looking for him. I've seen the posts he's been making and, well they're quite disturbing. I guess things really change when you have some supernatural monster running your life. I find myself wondering if he can be saved and what will happen if we do save him. What if the knowledge of everything he's done kills him? How can we even begin to deal with that? How do we help someone through something that deep and dreadful. There must be something we can do. And I hope to Gods people don't give up on him. I love Taben. Aiden and I accepted him into our lives and our relationship. We cherish the person we knew and the love we shared. The family we had. I hate seeing what's become of a man that I knew to be so loving and kind. To see what those monsters have done to him is horrendous. To watch as we lost Ryan, then Allen and finally we've lost Taben. It's been too much. But by Gods we're going to fight and get him back.
They're saying that my healing process is moving quickly. They're saying about a month or so more of being bed ridden. My job has been supplying me with work I can do here, it's really nice to have that option so I'm always kept busy. It's nice too that my parents have made it so that Aiden's allowed to remain with me since they were trying to keep Aiden from me since he's not 'family'. I hate Ohio's dumbass laws. Just because we didn't get married in a church and weren't allowed to sign papers doesn't mean anything to me. We got married, we exchanged vows before our friends, family, and eyes of our Gods. Just because YOUR God says you have to be married a certain way is not the same for any other God. As far as I'm concerned, I happily married the man of my dreams. I'm happy. So I'm going to have my man here beside me, with me through this. By Gods I love him. And, I don't know where I was going with that. I really need to sleep but the pain's terrible. I asked them to stop the pain meds because I was afraid of some sort of deadening of my nerves or something. Or that it'd eat apart my liver or some such. I'm paranoid when it comes to medicine and try to avoid them whenever possible. I'm thinking it's less likely I'll sleep without it though. So I guess for tonight it's pain meds so I can get some shut eye.
I'll see everyone later and, well I'll probably post again very soon since I'll have more than enough time to in the coming month(s). Take care. And Branwen, Alex, Casey, Seth and Skyler. You guys take care of yourself and you had better come back and visit when you get a chance. Love ya all. Stay safe. To everyone else, the same to all of you.
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Monday, August 1, 2011
Interesting evening.
Aiden doesn't get pissed drunk often. he'll have a few and get tipsy, but this, what we're experiencing now is rare for him. And I think the reason it's so bad is the fact he's not eaten or drank anything for almost two weeks, maybe more. Nor has he slept.
I've decided I'm going to get dinner made, force him to eat, have something to drink that is non alcoholic and then get him to sleep. The one concern I've had is that Aiden is a very touchy feely giggly drunk. I think Chastin and Malkin found out the hard way when... well... let's just say Chastin didn't look to happy and Malkin looked really surprised... I'll say no more than that. I wonder if Aiden's going to remember that when he's not drunk. Sorry Malkin... and... I hope Chastin can understand and won't kill Aiden.
I guess someone has to make dinner and babysit Aiden. Lots to do this week. I think we were planning the small wake for those we've lost this weekend. Bran, give me a call and we can work out the details. For now, it's dealing with the drunk(s). This will be fun.
I've decided I'm going to get dinner made, force him to eat, have something to drink that is non alcoholic and then get him to sleep. The one concern I've had is that Aiden is a very touchy feely giggly drunk. I think Chastin and Malkin found out the hard way when... well... let's just say Chastin didn't look to happy and Malkin looked really surprised... I'll say no more than that. I wonder if Aiden's going to remember that when he's not drunk. Sorry Malkin... and... I hope Chastin can understand and won't kill Aiden.
I guess someone has to make dinner and babysit Aiden. Lots to do this week. I think we were planning the small wake for those we've lost this weekend. Bran, give me a call and we can work out the details. For now, it's dealing with the drunk(s). This will be fun.
Saturday, July 30, 2011
Trust your instincts
I can't get in contact with Aiden. I've tried and tried and tried. Nothing, his cell is either off, or dead.
Allen's missing. No. No Allen was kidnapped. We had gone to this park he had been asking to go to. It has this huge playground area on it. So I took him there. It's a small nice little park for kids. He played for a while then we decided to take the trail that goes into the woods. It was all really nice. I hadn't been able to just get out and walk for a while. This was a refreshing change.
Until we returned to the playground area. It was completely empty. I had this feeling of dread come over me. I didn't know why. But I ignored it. Yeah, I ignored my instincts. I'm a terrible person. Even more so terrible when I saw The Slender Man at the playground just standing there watching us. Allen got excited and ran towards him. I tried to think nothing of it. Slender Man's friendly towards us. Right? Boy was I ever wrong. I realized my mistake when Allen was running towards Him and then I saw him stretch out His hand to Allen. I screamed at Allen to stop and started running to him. Allen stopped and looked confused.
"He's going to take me to see mommy. I want to see my mommy," Allen says, he's got a childish sad pout on his face. And honestly my heart breaks for the poor kid. He doesn't know what's going on. He just knows his Dad disappeared and never came back, and now pretty much the same has happened of his mom. I'm about to reason with him and explain stuff to him, but that's when that bad feeling I had been having, turned worse. Slender Man was angry. Livid mad. I looked up. Tentacles were flailing and he just, did not look happy. Next thing I know he was on me and I was on the ground. I hut all over there. There was a buzzing in my head and, I think... no I'm pretty sure, I passed out. When I came to there were people hovering over me, and Allen was no where to be seen. The ambulance and police had been called for me and I explained all that had happened. Well, kind of. I told them someone attacked me and kidnapped Allen. Which is what happened. I just left out the part with the tall abomination being the culprit. Apparently though, Slender Man's attack on me, broke some of my ribs and a leg. I just got back from the hospital. And I've been trying to contact Aiden.
I feel like such a failure. Allen's gone, and it's all my fault.
The Slender Man is no one's friend. And now a little boy is dead because of me. If you ever have instincts telling you to do something, for love of the Gods. Trust them. Always trust your instincts. It could save a life.
Allen's missing. No. No Allen was kidnapped. We had gone to this park he had been asking to go to. It has this huge playground area on it. So I took him there. It's a small nice little park for kids. He played for a while then we decided to take the trail that goes into the woods. It was all really nice. I hadn't been able to just get out and walk for a while. This was a refreshing change.
Until we returned to the playground area. It was completely empty. I had this feeling of dread come over me. I didn't know why. But I ignored it. Yeah, I ignored my instincts. I'm a terrible person. Even more so terrible when I saw The Slender Man at the playground just standing there watching us. Allen got excited and ran towards him. I tried to think nothing of it. Slender Man's friendly towards us. Right? Boy was I ever wrong. I realized my mistake when Allen was running towards Him and then I saw him stretch out His hand to Allen. I screamed at Allen to stop and started running to him. Allen stopped and looked confused.
"He's going to take me to see mommy. I want to see my mommy," Allen says, he's got a childish sad pout on his face. And honestly my heart breaks for the poor kid. He doesn't know what's going on. He just knows his Dad disappeared and never came back, and now pretty much the same has happened of his mom. I'm about to reason with him and explain stuff to him, but that's when that bad feeling I had been having, turned worse. Slender Man was angry. Livid mad. I looked up. Tentacles were flailing and he just, did not look happy. Next thing I know he was on me and I was on the ground. I hut all over there. There was a buzzing in my head and, I think... no I'm pretty sure, I passed out. When I came to there were people hovering over me, and Allen was no where to be seen. The ambulance and police had been called for me and I explained all that had happened. Well, kind of. I told them someone attacked me and kidnapped Allen. Which is what happened. I just left out the part with the tall abomination being the culprit. Apparently though, Slender Man's attack on me, broke some of my ribs and a leg. I just got back from the hospital. And I've been trying to contact Aiden.
I feel like such a failure. Allen's gone, and it's all my fault.
The Slender Man is no one's friend. And now a little boy is dead because of me. If you ever have instincts telling you to do something, for love of the Gods. Trust them. Always trust your instincts. It could save a life.
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Blowing the dust off
I got home later today. Yes, I'm a crazy idiot who is trying to work through the insanity that's going on around us. Spinning further and further out of control. It's all I have that helps me feel normal. I just had microwaved leftovers, I'm caught up in all of my work related stuff. So I decided I'd sit back and relax. It's weird having free time. I've been trying to keep myself busy. Aiden said it's the best way to not fall into this mess that's our lives anymore. At the same time, I know there's going to come a time where I will be dragged into it. Rather I want to be or not.
I try and pretend not to see Him there at night when I'm trying to sleep. Or when I'm trying to eat. I try to keep my eyes on whoever I'm talking to at the time. Chastin and Malkin have been pleasant company for the most part, but it's very hectic and Aiden's almost constantly busy. I'm worried about Branwen. We've not seen or heard much from her since the hell that went down on the fourth. Of course the paper I work for instantly though 'Brennon lives there! He was there! Let's let him work on it!' It's given me overtime, though at the same time. I'm not too keen on on the fact that I have to look at the list of deaths and realize that all these people were neighbors that I remember growing up with since my grandfather lived here and we visited them.
At the same time, I look at this and realize. The neighbors directly beside us? Nothing happened to them even though I clearly remember them standing and watching as everything happened. They didn't move. This makes me wonder. Maybe that's a bad thing for me to do. But I can't help it. This doesn't add up. At all. This is the same family who has a daughter that tried to hit on me and all but stalked our house when she first moved in and scared the heck out of Aiden.
Ok, that doesn't sound good. Taben's downstairs and screaming, I hope this is just Aiden and Malkin trying to save his ass from Slender Man. Please let that be it.
I try and pretend not to see Him there at night when I'm trying to sleep. Or when I'm trying to eat. I try to keep my eyes on whoever I'm talking to at the time. Chastin and Malkin have been pleasant company for the most part, but it's very hectic and Aiden's almost constantly busy. I'm worried about Branwen. We've not seen or heard much from her since the hell that went down on the fourth. Of course the paper I work for instantly though 'Brennon lives there! He was there! Let's let him work on it!' It's given me overtime, though at the same time. I'm not too keen on on the fact that I have to look at the list of deaths and realize that all these people were neighbors that I remember growing up with since my grandfather lived here and we visited them.
At the same time, I look at this and realize. The neighbors directly beside us? Nothing happened to them even though I clearly remember them standing and watching as everything happened. They didn't move. This makes me wonder. Maybe that's a bad thing for me to do. But I can't help it. This doesn't add up. At all. This is the same family who has a daughter that tried to hit on me and all but stalked our house when she first moved in and scared the heck out of Aiden.
Ok, that doesn't sound good. Taben's downstairs and screaming, I hope this is just Aiden and Malkin trying to save his ass from Slender Man. Please let that be it.
Thursday, June 16, 2011
Stressed much?
Who, me? Couldn't be! Never! Note to self. Don't ask to leave early, you end up staying later.
So I got a call from Sam early this afternoon. She'd found a random stranger on the couch. Well then. I tell her I'll be home soon and ask to leave early. Boss tells me "sure can you do this? it's important" So I go and do it. And wait in line for like two hours. Then get on the express way to come home. Really nasty car accident is holding up traffic. I just finally got home like a half hour ago. I checked on our unexpected guest. He's alive, but yeah, doesn't looks so well. I'm trying to ponder how he got there when The Slender Man appeared. Out of nowhere. He seemed... to not be happy. He was seething actually. I've never seen so many tentacles going crazy.
~I hope he is appreciative of my leniency. I will not be so again.~ He said violently. I could hear the anger. His voice was akin to what I'm told It's voice sounds like. Instead of the calm almost melodic voice I've heard before. It was opposite. I was taken by surprise at this. I asked him if he knew who it was and how he got here. His reply? ~You'll know in time.~ And with that he was gone. And then I saw It at the back door peering in. It never comes in. Just stands at the back door anymore. Which I'm grateful for. And even so... this is the first time I'd seen It in a while. So I'm also a bit concerned and curious.
Ok. So. That's that. Aiden, Taben. I hope you guys plan on coming home soon. Allen and Ry are really touchy and really missing you Taben and of course I'm missing you Ai. Take care and stay safe you guys. I'll get the guest rooms ready. I'm going to assume for the time being that this is Chastin. And in which case, I think you three should make your way here ASAP. I'll see ya guys later.
Everyone else stay safe. I just have the feeling something bad is going to go down... and it's gonna happen soon.
So I got a call from Sam early this afternoon. She'd found a random stranger on the couch. Well then. I tell her I'll be home soon and ask to leave early. Boss tells me "sure can you do this? it's important" So I go and do it. And wait in line for like two hours. Then get on the express way to come home. Really nasty car accident is holding up traffic. I just finally got home like a half hour ago. I checked on our unexpected guest. He's alive, but yeah, doesn't looks so well. I'm trying to ponder how he got there when The Slender Man appeared. Out of nowhere. He seemed... to not be happy. He was seething actually. I've never seen so many tentacles going crazy.
~I hope he is appreciative of my leniency. I will not be so again.~ He said violently. I could hear the anger. His voice was akin to what I'm told It's voice sounds like. Instead of the calm almost melodic voice I've heard before. It was opposite. I was taken by surprise at this. I asked him if he knew who it was and how he got here. His reply? ~You'll know in time.~ And with that he was gone. And then I saw It at the back door peering in. It never comes in. Just stands at the back door anymore. Which I'm grateful for. And even so... this is the first time I'd seen It in a while. So I'm also a bit concerned and curious.
Ok. So. That's that. Aiden, Taben. I hope you guys plan on coming home soon. Allen and Ry are really touchy and really missing you Taben and of course I'm missing you Ai. Take care and stay safe you guys. I'll get the guest rooms ready. I'm going to assume for the time being that this is Chastin. And in which case, I think you three should make your way here ASAP. I'll see ya guys later.
Everyone else stay safe. I just have the feeling something bad is going to go down... and it's gonna happen soon.
Monday, June 13, 2011
MIA
We heard from Aiden and Taben two days ago. They had said they had just gotten into the area of where Malkin and Chastin were. They were on a mission of sorts to go and get them and bring them back here so they would be safe and we could get stuff figured out for them. I guess they had had problems getting there or something? They had gotten lost? I don't know the whole of it, I didn't ask I was just relieved to hear from the,. Their mode of transportation should be pretty instantaneous though, so I'm a big concerend now that I think on it more.
So this is a shout out to Chastin and/or Malkin. Have Aiden and Taben gotten there? And they just can't get to phone or computer and update us? We're getting kinda worried over here.
By the way, hello everyone. No. I'm not dead. I've graduated and gone full time into working. I come home in the evening have dinner and go to bed. Home life is just that. Home life. just a bit screwy since we have the No Faced Gang hanging around all the time. It still puts me on edge every time I see them appear. I don't know how anyone can get used to it. I don't know how Aiden and Taben do it.
But yeah, if anyone sees this let us know what the heck's up please? It would be very much appreciated.
So this is a shout out to Chastin and/or Malkin. Have Aiden and Taben gotten there? And they just can't get to phone or computer and update us? We're getting kinda worried over here.
By the way, hello everyone. No. I'm not dead. I've graduated and gone full time into working. I come home in the evening have dinner and go to bed. Home life is just that. Home life. just a bit screwy since we have the No Faced Gang hanging around all the time. It still puts me on edge every time I see them appear. I don't know how anyone can get used to it. I don't know how Aiden and Taben do it.
But yeah, if anyone sees this let us know what the heck's up please? It would be very much appreciated.
Monday, May 16, 2011
Orlando
We're in Orlando, Florida now. We got in from the cruise at about 10pm last night. Drove up here to our hotel and then passed out. Aiden's out. The cruise was great to start off, but sudden seasickness developed for him and after the first couple of days it was hell for him. I feel sorry for him, then again I don't. I think that had he not looked over the edge to throw those bottles into the ocean he'd have been fine. It was after that that he really freaked out and then the whole seasickness started. The week and couple day cruise was nice. Aiden's sea sickness did calm down something but acted up at night so he slept horrible. It's really weird. I'd never heard of that happening before like that. It's behind us though so time to move on. I'm just gonna let Aiden rest though and go and worry about our breakfast. Then we'll be spending out day at Animal Kingdom. Yes, we're going to Disney World, and we're going to act like little kids and we are going to love it. Anything to keep our minds off of going home. What we've heard is everyone's doing well up there. We've phoned when we could and talked to those at home. We miss them, but this is what Ai and I really needed to help us. I love that man so much and I still say I'm the luckiest person alive. Though, at the same time, looking back. Well... we know we'll loose most of the friends we made eventually. Comes with the job, right? But there's nothing that says we can't try and stop it from happening. We just need to keep pretending it was all just a dream. That's what we've been trying to do since the bottles were dropped. We'll manage to keep doing it till we can't anymore. And that won't happen until we get home. So we still have a couple weeks.
So off I go. I'm sure when Ai wakes he'll make a post and then it'll be back to ignoring technology so we can enjoy each other's company and have fun. Take care all. Stay safe. Eyes open.
So off I go. I'm sure when Ai wakes he'll make a post and then it'll be back to ignoring technology so we can enjoy each other's company and have fun. Take care all. Stay safe. Eyes open.
Wednesday, May 4, 2011
The most unintelligent post....
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When we get back we'll get down to business. But I think we deserve some much needed time for us to just be together. I love my man so much. Love him and am grateful to have him. I am the luckies man alive. I swear it. No to go get lucky.
Catch ya all later.
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Thank the Goddess above my husband is home. I don't think I've ever felt this relieved. He looks beat. Dark bags under his eyes. Looks like hell. But he lacks the nonhuman things that he had when he ran away. It's going to be nice to curl up with him in bed and just be happy. Content. We leave Friday to catch the ship in Florida. We'll only have our cells with us.
When we get back we'll get down to business. But I think we deserve some much needed time for us to just be together. I love my man so much. Love him and am grateful to have him. I am the luckies man alive. I swear it. No to go get lucky.
Catch ya all later.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
I'm seriously worried.
I mean I was worried before, but now, it's gotten out of hand. Taben made a post last night about all the Hell that went down on our My and Aiden's wedding Day. He's still out looking for Aiden. This is the longest that Aiden has disappeared for without checking in. Aiden, if you happen to be at a computer, and you read this. I don't care what happened last night. You have no reason to hide from me. We're married now. I am your husband. And my vows rang true. "Till death do us part" I meant every single word I spoke. You are everything to me. I love you and I need you to come back. I don't care if you're a 'monster'. You're my husband, and I'll be damned if we're going to miss our two week long honeymoon because of this. I won't like, I'm scared to death. I'm trying to explain all of this to my parents. I'm trying to explain why they need to get the hell out of here. We screwed up, we let our guard down. We thought we were safe. No. We weren't. NO ONE is safe. ///It/// and the Slender Man both saw my parents. My parents are now infected. They are now targets to them. I'm having them leave and run. I'm working on convincing Branwen and her group to do the same. So you better come home, if only so you can say goodbye to her. Gods only know when you'll see her again while she's on the run.
No one is safe. We should have realized that. I'm tempted to send Sam and Dean with my parents, or with Branwen's group. I don't know what to do. This is all just so insane. I want to have Ryan run with Allen as well. Ryan refuses to go anywhere without Taben, and it's the same for Allen. He wants his mom. And he still swears Slender Man is his friend. I don't like this. I don't like it one bit.
I hope you're alright babe. Don't you dare die on me. I won't have any of that. Please, come back. I'm not angry at you. Or afraid of you. I want you home. Just. Remember. You have an obligation to fulfill. Remember? You volunteered to help the Reintegration Tablet. I've got the bottles ready. I've looked at the tablet where you volunteered. the messages are made and sealed tight in their bottles. Now you need to get back here to help me. You need to finish your job and get on that ship with me. Share some lasting good memories with me. Our honeymoon. And then together we'll throw those bottles over the ship and into the sea. We'll do this, babe. We'll get through this. Just please come home safely to me. I love you. Be safe.
No one is safe. We should have realized that. I'm tempted to send Sam and Dean with my parents, or with Branwen's group. I don't know what to do. This is all just so insane. I want to have Ryan run with Allen as well. Ryan refuses to go anywhere without Taben, and it's the same for Allen. He wants his mom. And he still swears Slender Man is his friend. I don't like this. I don't like it one bit.
I hope you're alright babe. Don't you dare die on me. I won't have any of that. Please, come back. I'm not angry at you. Or afraid of you. I want you home. Just. Remember. You have an obligation to fulfill. Remember? You volunteered to help the Reintegration Tablet. I've got the bottles ready. I've looked at the tablet where you volunteered. the messages are made and sealed tight in their bottles. Now you need to get back here to help me. You need to finish your job and get on that ship with me. Share some lasting good memories with me. Our honeymoon. And then together we'll throw those bottles over the ship and into the sea. We'll do this, babe. We'll get through this. Just please come home safely to me. I love you. Be safe.
Saturday, April 16, 2011
One big happy family
So, if you've read Aiden's post, you might be wondering what the heck is going on.
Well, honestly it's our business and no one else's. People we're closest to will find out the details of it. anyone else? Well I'm sure in time two and two will be put together and it will all be figured out. So. Yeah.
I've been racking my brain and trying to figure out how to tell everyone or say what I need to say. I finally realized that it doesn't matter. If you're important we'll explain it to you. f you don't fit into that category then I'm certain you'll probably figure things out in due time.
For once though, I think everyone in this house will be completely happy and at ease. That idea makes me really happy.
Well, honestly it's our business and no one else's. People we're closest to will find out the details of it. anyone else? Well I'm sure in time two and two will be put together and it will all be figured out. So. Yeah.
I've been racking my brain and trying to figure out how to tell everyone or say what I need to say. I finally realized that it doesn't matter. If you're important we'll explain it to you. f you don't fit into that category then I'm certain you'll probably figure things out in due time.
For once though, I think everyone in this house will be completely happy and at ease. That idea makes me really happy.
Friday, April 15, 2011
Not so much a party...
Ugh... Well that was way too soon for them to be watching that episode of Supernatural. Sam, Dean and Aiden are all slobbering depressed messes of tears now.
Mateo just got in and he seems completely confused and then again not.
This is going to be an interesting weekend.
Oh and now Aiden's talking about getting everyone together and driving down to visit Branwen. We've never been to her place before. How are we supposed to do that? I swear he doesn't think sometimes. All he cares about right now is finding and killing the rodent we have on the loose.
I keep telling him he needs to set a rat trap. I don't think he knows what I'm hinting at. I love him to pieces. But.. really. He's so thick sometimes. Ah well. I'm going to start making up some plans.
Mateo just got in and he seems completely confused and then again not.
This is going to be an interesting weekend.
Oh and now Aiden's talking about getting everyone together and driving down to visit Branwen. We've never been to her place before. How are we supposed to do that? I swear he doesn't think sometimes. All he cares about right now is finding and killing the rodent we have on the loose.
I keep telling him he needs to set a rat trap. I don't think he knows what I'm hinting at. I love him to pieces. But.. really. He's so thick sometimes. Ah well. I'm going to start making up some plans.
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Life progresses
It's been a bit difficult lately. Aiden's fallen into this deep dark depression. It's really gotten me concerned about him. Taben practically had to drag him to classes today. They got through though and got back home. When Aiden's home he's in bed sleeping. Sam and Dean are doing well in adjusting to their new home and new routine. They're packed with homework from their new school though trying to catch up. At least they're both good kids and pretty smart.
We've seen nothing of Slender Man or It in a few days which is a much needed relief. Kelly's still not here. He left a message on Aiden's blog the other day and it really bothered Aiden. If anything it seems to have made him fall deeper into his depression. I managed to convince him to make an appointment with his old Med doctor. He goes in tomorrow and will be put back on something and likely be going to psychotherapy as well. He stabled out a long while back and his doctors agreed to take him off. So much has happened and he has so many stresses falling onto him now. He feels responsible for everything and everyone.
Branwen and Co, please if you can manage get in contact with me. Are you guys still planning on coming this weekend? I think Aiden really needs a pick up and friendly faces. A party, something fun where he can enjoy himself. There's only so much that I can do here. Between Taben, Allen, Ry and myself we've had no luck. Dean and Dam say he just needs to stew and grieve and needs his space. I've never seen him this bad. The way he clings to me at night when we go to bed. It's disconcerting. He's always been strong. I hope to Gods this hasn't completely broken him.
I guess I'll leave it at that. I need to get back to work on this report for work. I'll try and get another update tomorrow. I'll catch ya all later.
We've seen nothing of Slender Man or It in a few days which is a much needed relief. Kelly's still not here. He left a message on Aiden's blog the other day and it really bothered Aiden. If anything it seems to have made him fall deeper into his depression. I managed to convince him to make an appointment with his old Med doctor. He goes in tomorrow and will be put back on something and likely be going to psychotherapy as well. He stabled out a long while back and his doctors agreed to take him off. So much has happened and he has so many stresses falling onto him now. He feels responsible for everything and everyone.
Branwen and Co, please if you can manage get in contact with me. Are you guys still planning on coming this weekend? I think Aiden really needs a pick up and friendly faces. A party, something fun where he can enjoy himself. There's only so much that I can do here. Between Taben, Allen, Ry and myself we've had no luck. Dean and Dam say he just needs to stew and grieve and needs his space. I've never seen him this bad. The way he clings to me at night when we go to bed. It's disconcerting. He's always been strong. I hope to Gods this hasn't completely broken him.
I guess I'll leave it at that. I need to get back to work on this report for work. I'll try and get another update tomorrow. I'll catch ya all later.
Friday, April 8, 2011
Legal Guardians
Aiden and I are now listed as Candice and Dean's legal guardians. While there, Candice announced her case and intentions about wanting to get her legal name change. We filled out the paperwork and filed it while we were in office. They said they could transfer it up to our county (as we had to do all this in Columbus where everything was filed). Who are we to fighter her with it. And it's not like anything's really changing. Her name would be Samantha Candice once the papers go through. Yes. Aiden's mother was named Samantha Candice. Sam's chosen this to share her mother in honor of her mom. She's old enough to make her own decisions. And we support her and are not going to fight her on it.
After everything was done we to a mall got some more of their necessities and then went out to a nice lunch together. It was really nice.
We're home now and we're getting ready to assist Taben with dinner. And I kinda wanna see Taben beat Aiden for not sticking to his side of the bargain and bringing steaks home for dinner. Taben did post.
We got everything taken care of as well. We've got a small catering company coming in for food tomorrow. We'll have the ceremony in the back yard here. We're still trying to figure what we should do for a memorial. They had wanted to be buried at one of the small cemeteries here that allow natural burials. they don't embalm, put you in a simple wooden crate and bury you and plant a tree over your grave. Your body then feeds and returns to the earth from which it was born. Of course, it's uncertain what to do with this now. They had two plots, but now, I don't know. We'll worry about that later. Aiden's wanting to gather the ashes from the area where he believe they burned in the house and spread them in the forest. behind the house here. We're leaning towards doing that and then planting some trees in their honor. It's still up in the air. We'll take that as it comes. I just want to see the three through tomorrow.
It's amazing everyone that's here for Aiden, Sam and Dean. It really is. It means so much to me to know we have everyone's support. Thank you, everyone. It's been hard on us. But we're moving on. I think everything's finally hitting everyone. It's really quiet compared to the last few days with all the teasing and childish bickering. Anyways I need to get going and help with dinner. Anyone that's coming tomorrow, we'll see you tomorrow. Take care and be safe coming up here.
Oh and... Bran. Is... Todd going to be present? I was just wondering and all. Just, the whole mask thing. I don't think would be appropriate. At the same time, Aiden really seems to want him here. I'm kinda torn about it.
Off to dinner now. See ya all later.
After everything was done we to a mall got some more of their necessities and then went out to a nice lunch together. It was really nice.
We're home now and we're getting ready to assist Taben with dinner. And I kinda wanna see Taben beat Aiden for not sticking to his side of the bargain and bringing steaks home for dinner. Taben did post.
We got everything taken care of as well. We've got a small catering company coming in for food tomorrow. We'll have the ceremony in the back yard here. We're still trying to figure what we should do for a memorial. They had wanted to be buried at one of the small cemeteries here that allow natural burials. they don't embalm, put you in a simple wooden crate and bury you and plant a tree over your grave. Your body then feeds and returns to the earth from which it was born. Of course, it's uncertain what to do with this now. They had two plots, but now, I don't know. We'll worry about that later. Aiden's wanting to gather the ashes from the area where he believe they burned in the house and spread them in the forest. behind the house here. We're leaning towards doing that and then planting some trees in their honor. It's still up in the air. We'll take that as it comes. I just want to see the three through tomorrow.
It's amazing everyone that's here for Aiden, Sam and Dean. It really is. It means so much to me to know we have everyone's support. Thank you, everyone. It's been hard on us. But we're moving on. I think everything's finally hitting everyone. It's really quiet compared to the last few days with all the teasing and childish bickering. Anyways I need to get going and help with dinner. Anyone that's coming tomorrow, we'll see you tomorrow. Take care and be safe coming up here.
Oh and... Bran. Is... Todd going to be present? I was just wondering and all. Just, the whole mask thing. I don't think would be appropriate. At the same time, Aiden really seems to want him here. I'm kinda torn about it.
Off to dinner now. See ya all later.
Thursday, April 7, 2011
Something Intelligent.
Since the kids are being... well. Kids. I figured maybe I should come in and give a real update.
As you all may know. Aiden's parents passed away. They died in a house fire that was set by It. Or that's our guess anyways.
Dean and Candice are now living with us. I took them out to get some clothes today as well as other necessities since everything that they had was destroyed in the fire. We've got them settled in their rooms and we've got the sign up process halfway done for their school. They'll be transferring to a school up here. Living with us.
The good thing is that the three of them, despite always teasing each other, have always been close. I don't know what would have happened if they didn't have each other.
Well, right now one of them wouldn't be locked in their room and the others wouldn't be pleading and asking for to forgive them and come out.
Only when he's around his siblings does Aiden devolve in IQ and get younger.
Course this is also how I know he's 'normal' or as normal as can be.
My family may be odd. But I love them.
As you all may know. Aiden's parents passed away. They died in a house fire that was set by It. Or that's our guess anyways.
Dean and Candice are now living with us. I took them out to get some clothes today as well as other necessities since everything that they had was destroyed in the fire. We've got them settled in their rooms and we've got the sign up process halfway done for their school. They'll be transferring to a school up here. Living with us.
The good thing is that the three of them, despite always teasing each other, have always been close. I don't know what would have happened if they didn't have each other.
Well, right now one of them wouldn't be locked in their room and the others wouldn't be pleading and asking for to forgive them and come out.
Only when he's around his siblings does Aiden devolve in IQ and get younger.
Course this is also how I know he's 'normal' or as normal as can be.
My family may be odd. But I love them.
Monday, April 4, 2011
Can anyone recommend...
...a good tracking collar? Because I apparently need to get one for Aiden so I can track him down when he randomly disappears.
I get it. He's upset and probably on his way to a break down. But he needs to tell me where he's going. Kelly told us to stay inside and lay low. That's what we're supposed to be doing. Not running around and trying to get revenge and get ourselves killed.
We don't need more deaths to worry about. Really we don't. This is a complete mess. A complete disaster.
So, yeah. Tracking collar suggestions? Or maybe we should get him micro-chipped or something?
I get it. He's upset and probably on his way to a break down. But he needs to tell me where he's going. Kelly told us to stay inside and lay low. That's what we're supposed to be doing. Not running around and trying to get revenge and get ourselves killed.
We don't need more deaths to worry about. Really we don't. This is a complete mess. A complete disaster.
So, yeah. Tracking collar suggestions? Or maybe we should get him micro-chipped or something?
Sunday, April 3, 2011
Haven't posted for a bit
I'm alive. And I am well. Well, as well as I can be with some surreal abomination chasing me. Changing my husband into one of them and then killing my in-laws.
The last one is the newest development. I'm waiting to hear back from Aiden. I'm not sure what' going on but what we heard over Candy's phone was not very comforting.
I don't know why I'm posting even. If you can just. send good vibes towards Aiden and his siblings. They need it more right now than any of the others of us do. I'm going to meditate, light our alter candles and pray to the Gods and Goddesses above. Let's hope this is just some really really bad April Fool's prank.
Oh, also apologies for not getting the whole interview thing done. As you may have guessed. We've been distracted and busy.
The last one is the newest development. I'm waiting to hear back from Aiden. I'm not sure what' going on but what we heard over Candy's phone was not very comforting.
I don't know why I'm posting even. If you can just. send good vibes towards Aiden and his siblings. They need it more right now than any of the others of us do. I'm going to meditate, light our alter candles and pray to the Gods and Goddesses above. Let's hope this is just some really really bad April Fool's prank.
Oh, also apologies for not getting the whole interview thing done. As you may have guessed. We've been distracted and busy.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
I am not happy.
Just got back from visiting Aiden.
He's doing alright. He's looked.... better... but he's doing well I suppose. He wants out of there. They're uncomfortable with letting him go. He is a candidate for 'early dismissal' since he doesn't seem to be interested in harming himself at all and is showing more remorse than any other person they have.
Why am I angry? Because since I was not blood related I could not stay the full extent of visiting hours. Yep. You heard it right. I was not allowed to stay because I was not blood related. Explaining we were engaged to be married in a month? Nope. Not allowed. That's when Aiden started spazzing and sobbing and clinging to me. I couldn't let him go. I started crying too. I just... ugh that's just too much to deal with. I ended up being dragged out by security. I have to say the guard was really apologetic and sorry he had to do it. I mean for gods sakes did none of those nurses see that I was doing him good by being there?! Fucking hells.
Ok... sorry for the cursing and swearing. I'm not happy. I came in the house slammed the door and stormed up here and just... cried for a bit. Not much else I can do.
I've pretty much decided. I'm going to call Slendy in for an interview tonight... and....
I'm going to ask him to bring Aiden home. I'm doing it against my better judgement but Aiden did not try and take his life. He doesn't need to be there. So I'm going to see what I can do about this.
So if you have any questions you would like for the Slender Man to ask please give 'em to me. I'm hoping to have this done tonight. I'll pull out the good ol' white board and we'll have fun with that for the interview.
Ok, I'm out to get a list of questions made up. I also want to check the site where we found Aiden. snow's melting so may be hard to use blood trail or footprints to follow. I'll drag Yggs with me. I want to check this shit out. Would be helpful to have a Hatchling with me for it, y'know in case we need to make a quick escape for any reason.
Anyways I'll be here but not. For whatever sense that makes.
He's doing alright. He's looked.... better... but he's doing well I suppose. He wants out of there. They're uncomfortable with letting him go. He is a candidate for 'early dismissal' since he doesn't seem to be interested in harming himself at all and is showing more remorse than any other person they have.
Why am I angry? Because since I was not blood related I could not stay the full extent of visiting hours. Yep. You heard it right. I was not allowed to stay because I was not blood related. Explaining we were engaged to be married in a month? Nope. Not allowed. That's when Aiden started spazzing and sobbing and clinging to me. I couldn't let him go. I started crying too. I just... ugh that's just too much to deal with. I ended up being dragged out by security. I have to say the guard was really apologetic and sorry he had to do it. I mean for gods sakes did none of those nurses see that I was doing him good by being there?! Fucking hells.
Ok... sorry for the cursing and swearing. I'm not happy. I came in the house slammed the door and stormed up here and just... cried for a bit. Not much else I can do.
I've pretty much decided. I'm going to call Slendy in for an interview tonight... and....
I'm going to ask him to bring Aiden home. I'm doing it against my better judgement but Aiden did not try and take his life. He doesn't need to be there. So I'm going to see what I can do about this.
So if you have any questions you would like for the Slender Man to ask please give 'em to me. I'm hoping to have this done tonight. I'll pull out the good ol' white board and we'll have fun with that for the interview.
Ok, I'm out to get a list of questions made up. I also want to check the site where we found Aiden. snow's melting so may be hard to use blood trail or footprints to follow. I'll drag Yggs with me. I want to check this shit out. Would be helpful to have a Hatchling with me for it, y'know in case we need to make a quick escape for any reason.
Anyways I'll be here but not. For whatever sense that makes.
Code
I've been fighting with this code crap from the post in Aiden's blog here.
I got it down to this:
%0AHe+comes+in+then+quickly+out+he+goes.%0ADo+you+feel+good+without+him%2C+do+you+even+need+him%3F+Do+you+know%3F%0ALet+him+die.+Let+yourself+cry.+He%27s+dead+to+the+world.%0ACrow+wings+have+unfurled.+%0A%0AGood+luck+in+saving+your+saint%2C+your+hero%2C+your+friend.%0ANever+again+to+turn+the+bend.%0AGone+away%2C%0AGo+astray.%0AHow+many+lived+have+I+taken+this+day%3F%0A%0ALet+him+die%2C%0Alet+him+go.%0AYou+don%27t+need+him%2C%0Adon%27t+you+know.%0A%0AThe+piper+does+not+need+his+little+pup.%0ALet+him+die.%0ALet+others+cry.%0ATell+Aiden+goodbye.
So I was in the midst of trying to pull it apart the guy here that knows the code and stuff? He shows me this website: http://ostermiller.org/calc/encode.html So I go through the motions and sure enough there were go...
...Yeah, you're all gonna love this.... Here's what it says.
He comes in then quickly out he goes.
Do you feel good without him, do you even need him? Do you know?
Let him die. Let yourself cry. He's dead to the world.
Crow wings have unfurled.
Good luck in saving your saint, your hero, your friend.
Never again to turn the bend.
Gone away,
Go astray.
How many lived have I taken this day?
Let him die,
let him go.
You don't need him,
don't you know.
The piper does not need his little pup.
Let him die.
Let others cry.
Tell Aiden goodbye.
So yeah. I'll be happy to get out of here and see Aiden. They're letting me go early so I can make the visiting hours. For now I'm happy that they're going to send me out on an assignment after lunch. I need something to help keep me distracted and busy until the time comes.Ugh this is just bleh. I'm ready for this to be over and done. just wanted to give you all an update.
I got it down to this:
%0AHe+comes+in+then+quickly+out+he+goes.%0ADo+you+feel+good+without+him%2C+do+you+even+need+him%3F+Do+you+know%3F%0ALet+him+die.+Let+yourself+cry.+He%27s+dead+to+the+world.%0ACrow+wings+have+unfurled.+%0A%0AGood+luck+in+saving+your+saint%2C+your+hero%2C+your+friend.%0ANever+again+to+turn+the+bend.%0AGone+away%2C%0AGo+astray.%0AHow+many+lived+have+I+taken+this+day%3F%0A%0ALet+him+die%2C%0Alet+him+go.%0AYou+don%27t+need+him%2C%0Adon%27t+you+know.%0A%0AThe+piper+does+not+need+his+little+pup.%0ALet+him+die.%0ALet+others+cry.%0ATell+Aiden+goodbye.
So I was in the midst of trying to pull it apart the guy here that knows the code and stuff? He shows me this website: http://ostermiller.org/calc/encode.html So I go through the motions and sure enough there were go...
...Yeah, you're all gonna love this.... Here's what it says.
He comes in then quickly out he goes.
Do you feel good without him, do you even need him? Do you know?
Let him die. Let yourself cry. He's dead to the world.
Crow wings have unfurled.
Good luck in saving your saint, your hero, your friend.
Never again to turn the bend.
Gone away,
Go astray.
How many lived have I taken this day?
Let him die,
let him go.
You don't need him,
don't you know.
The piper does not need his little pup.
Let him die.
Let others cry.
Tell Aiden goodbye.
So yeah. I'll be happy to get out of here and see Aiden. They're letting me go early so I can make the visiting hours. For now I'm happy that they're going to send me out on an assignment after lunch. I need something to help keep me distracted and busy until the time comes.Ugh this is just bleh. I'm ready for this to be over and done. just wanted to give you all an update.
Oh what a night
So Todd kind of got a bit frustrated. Aiden was blocking him out he said. My deduction now that things have happened and gone down? It was blocking Todd from Aiden. Todd says he can hear Aiden now. Course Aiden is also 'safe' now. So what happened? The events of last night went something like this.
Todd goes out to try and find Aiden. I'm waiting on the back porch watching. We hear Aiden yelling and screaming and cursing. At least he's alive. Todd goes towards the screams. He comes back utterly frustrated saying that when he was finally on top of him he moved. Okay, that's interesting. I decided screw it I'll help. Not like with Aiden being blocked that Todd has any better chance of finding him than me. So I grab a flashlight and into the woods we go. At night. It's dark. I've never been in these woods at night. But we're safe, right? There's a truce intact while on our property. Our property is the safe haven. As though reading my mind Todd points out that we just crossed the property markers. Thank you for that reassurance Todd.
This is when we hear Aiden's blood curdling scream ahead and we take off running. Though Todd's faster than me, being proxy bastard and all. He knows something I don't. I can tell from how he's wincing. This worries me more. I finally catch up and we're following a trail of blood. I'm scared shitless now. We follow the trail and finally reach Aiden. He's sprawled on the ground sobbing. and... bleeding. Bleeding really bad. Tod says nothing grabs Aiden grabs me, i don't know how but we're by the car I pile Aiden into it and everything is a blur as I get him to the hospital they take him back and work on him and it's just a blur a big blur. They finally just told me that they're keeping him for a while. Slit wrists and attempted slit throat? What the hell. I know this isn't Aiden's doing but how do I tell them some paranormal abomination is what did this to Aiden?
So they're going to keep Allen in their psych-ward for a bit. They want to evaluate him get him on meds. I will say he did need to get back on his meds but.. this isn't how I wanted it to happen.
Yeah, Aiden was on meds back in the day for depression and anxiety. All the bullying in high school because he was gay really did a number on him. It's one of the reasons he didn't go to college as well. I guess we'll see what happens. I'm really worried. I mean, how did Aiden get off the property. Did Aiden follow It? Or did It drag Aiden off? We know it was It. Slendy's really pissed off right now about this and wanting to beat the ever living shit out of it. He was dealing with other things and didn't realize what was happening. He wants to get Aiden out of the hospital. I'm trying to convince him that Aiden needs this. It's.. really frustrating to argue with Him though. He doesn't completely understand it seems. He started uh 'yelling' at Todd for not being here. I don't know what was going on but I got between the, Told Todd to go to Branwen and explain what happened. Then told Slendy to just go do his thing. I'm working on getting ready for work. They only allow visitation at certain times at the ward. I'll go in when visitation opens and go see him. Take him clean clothes and just.. ugh. I didn't leave until he was in the ward and resting peacefully. I'm just really hoping he doesn't start going on about Slendy. And seeing things and crap. That could cause more problems than we need.
Ok. Going to go. Gotta work. Explain what happened. Get junk done so I can be out early. Need to send a note to Ygg as well. Ugh. So much to do. Oh and then there's that damned message on Aiden's blog. I can tell you honestly that Aiden did not post that. He was out in the woods and we were searching for him and following blood trails in the snow. You know how hard it is to follow something that doesn't leave foot prints?
Ok out for real. see ya all. Thanks to anyone that can translate the gibberish.
Todd goes out to try and find Aiden. I'm waiting on the back porch watching. We hear Aiden yelling and screaming and cursing. At least he's alive. Todd goes towards the screams. He comes back utterly frustrated saying that when he was finally on top of him he moved. Okay, that's interesting. I decided screw it I'll help. Not like with Aiden being blocked that Todd has any better chance of finding him than me. So I grab a flashlight and into the woods we go. At night. It's dark. I've never been in these woods at night. But we're safe, right? There's a truce intact while on our property. Our property is the safe haven. As though reading my mind Todd points out that we just crossed the property markers. Thank you for that reassurance Todd.
This is when we hear Aiden's blood curdling scream ahead and we take off running. Though Todd's faster than me, being proxy bastard and all. He knows something I don't. I can tell from how he's wincing. This worries me more. I finally catch up and we're following a trail of blood. I'm scared shitless now. We follow the trail and finally reach Aiden. He's sprawled on the ground sobbing. and... bleeding. Bleeding really bad. Tod says nothing grabs Aiden grabs me, i don't know how but we're by the car I pile Aiden into it and everything is a blur as I get him to the hospital they take him back and work on him and it's just a blur a big blur. They finally just told me that they're keeping him for a while. Slit wrists and attempted slit throat? What the hell. I know this isn't Aiden's doing but how do I tell them some paranormal abomination is what did this to Aiden?
So they're going to keep Allen in their psych-ward for a bit. They want to evaluate him get him on meds. I will say he did need to get back on his meds but.. this isn't how I wanted it to happen.
Yeah, Aiden was on meds back in the day for depression and anxiety. All the bullying in high school because he was gay really did a number on him. It's one of the reasons he didn't go to college as well. I guess we'll see what happens. I'm really worried. I mean, how did Aiden get off the property. Did Aiden follow It? Or did It drag Aiden off? We know it was It. Slendy's really pissed off right now about this and wanting to beat the ever living shit out of it. He was dealing with other things and didn't realize what was happening. He wants to get Aiden out of the hospital. I'm trying to convince him that Aiden needs this. It's.. really frustrating to argue with Him though. He doesn't completely understand it seems. He started uh 'yelling' at Todd for not being here. I don't know what was going on but I got between the, Told Todd to go to Branwen and explain what happened. Then told Slendy to just go do his thing. I'm working on getting ready for work. They only allow visitation at certain times at the ward. I'll go in when visitation opens and go see him. Take him clean clothes and just.. ugh. I didn't leave until he was in the ward and resting peacefully. I'm just really hoping he doesn't start going on about Slendy. And seeing things and crap. That could cause more problems than we need.
Ok. Going to go. Gotta work. Explain what happened. Get junk done so I can be out early. Need to send a note to Ygg as well. Ugh. So much to do. Oh and then there's that damned message on Aiden's blog. I can tell you honestly that Aiden did not post that. He was out in the woods and we were searching for him and following blood trails in the snow. You know how hard it is to follow something that doesn't leave foot prints?
Ok out for real. see ya all. Thanks to anyone that can translate the gibberish.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
What the heck?
I come home. Kids on the front porch. "Why are you guys out here it's snowing. Come in."
Glares.
I enter the house. Allen's screaming and tossing a fit. Taben's having an anxiety attack, Ry's trying to calm him down. Todd's standing there looking stuck somewhere between confusion and bemusement (hard to tell with that mask, he needs to get rid of it). Aiden's ranting and raving.
Me: "Uh... I'm home" I give Aiden a peck on the cheek.
Aiden: "I GIVE UP! I'M RUNNING AWAY!" He's flailing in an almost comedic manner but really I'm worried about him, I've not seen him like this in a long long while. After his flail fit's over he just... storms out of the house cursing and screaming.
It was so peaceful almost... normal feeling this morning...
Now it's complete chaos. I just sat down and read what I could.... I want to beat my head against the wall. But I won't.
Back to worrying about Aiden. I tried to follow his tracks in the snow... only to find he left none? Um... right can we say it's creepy? And he's in the woods. I could hear him he was screaming and ranting. I figured he was out there with Slendy so I came back in. Is it also creepy that I'm certain he's safe with Slendy? When I know none of the others of us are unless we're on our property?
Well this is a case of where you learn to be careful what you wish for. I had always wished our life was less boring/ more exciting. ...I'd say we have that now.
Gonna go and ask Todd to help find and calm down Aiden if he doesn't mind. My understanding is Aiden made that link thing with him? I don't know. I've not seen much of Aiden the last few days to know. He was passed out when I got home last night.
Ok. I'm going to stop with this and g see about finding him or something.
See ya.
Glares.
I enter the house. Allen's screaming and tossing a fit. Taben's having an anxiety attack, Ry's trying to calm him down. Todd's standing there looking stuck somewhere between confusion and bemusement (hard to tell with that mask, he needs to get rid of it). Aiden's ranting and raving.
Me: "Uh... I'm home" I give Aiden a peck on the cheek.
Aiden: "I GIVE UP! I'M RUNNING AWAY!" He's flailing in an almost comedic manner but really I'm worried about him, I've not seen him like this in a long long while. After his flail fit's over he just... storms out of the house cursing and screaming.
It was so peaceful almost... normal feeling this morning...
Now it's complete chaos. I just sat down and read what I could.... I want to beat my head against the wall. But I won't.
Back to worrying about Aiden. I tried to follow his tracks in the snow... only to find he left none? Um... right can we say it's creepy? And he's in the woods. I could hear him he was screaming and ranting. I figured he was out there with Slendy so I came back in. Is it also creepy that I'm certain he's safe with Slendy? When I know none of the others of us are unless we're on our property?
Well this is a case of where you learn to be careful what you wish for. I had always wished our life was less boring/ more exciting. ...I'd say we have that now.
Gonna go and ask Todd to help find and calm down Aiden if he doesn't mind. My understanding is Aiden made that link thing with him? I don't know. I've not seen much of Aiden the last few days to know. He was passed out when I got home last night.
Ok. I'm going to stop with this and g see about finding him or something.
See ya.
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