Monday, May 16, 2011

Orlando

We're in Orlando, Florida now. We got in from the cruise at about 10pm last night. Drove up here to our hotel and then passed out. Aiden's out. The cruise was great to start off, but sudden seasickness developed for him and after the first couple of days it was hell for him. I feel sorry for him, then again I don't. I think that had he not looked over the edge to throw those bottles into the ocean he'd have been fine. It was after that that he really freaked out and then the whole seasickness started. The week and couple day cruise was nice. Aiden's sea sickness did calm down something but acted up at night so he slept horrible. It's really weird. I'd never heard of that happening before like that. It's behind us though so time to move on. I'm just gonna let Aiden rest though and go and worry about our breakfast. Then we'll be spending out day at Animal Kingdom. Yes, we're going to Disney World, and we're going to act like little kids and we are going to love it. Anything to keep our minds off of going home. What we've heard is everyone's doing well up there. We've phoned when we could and talked to those at home. We miss them, but this is what Ai and I really needed to help us. I love that man so much and I still say I'm the luckiest person alive. Though, at the same time, looking back. Well... we know we'll loose most of the friends we made eventually. Comes with the job, right? But there's nothing that says we can't try and stop it from happening. We just need to keep pretending it was all just a dream. That's what we've been trying to do since the bottles were dropped. We'll manage to keep doing it till we can't anymore. And that won't happen until we get home. So we still have a couple weeks.

So off I go. I'm sure when Ai wakes he'll make a post and then it'll be back to ignoring technology so we can enjoy each other's company and have fun. Take care all. Stay safe. Eyes open.

Wednesday, May 4, 2011

The most unintelligent post....

...that you will likely ever see from me.

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Thank the Goddess above my husband is home. I don't think I've ever felt this relieved. He looks beat. Dark bags under his eyes. Looks like hell. But he lacks the nonhuman things that he had when he ran away. It's going to be nice to curl up with him in bed and just be happy. Content. We leave Friday to catch the ship in Florida. We'll only have our cells with us.

When we get back we'll get down to business. But I think we deserve some much needed time for us to just be together. I love my man so much. Love him and am grateful to have him. I am the luckies man alive. I swear it. No to go get lucky.

Catch ya all later.

Sunday, May 1, 2011

I'm seriously worried.

I mean I was worried before, but now, it's gotten out of hand. Taben made a post last night about all the Hell that went down on our My and Aiden's wedding Day. He's still out looking for Aiden. This is the longest that Aiden has disappeared for without checking in. Aiden, if you happen to be at a computer, and you read this. I don't care what happened last night. You have no reason to hide from me. We're married now. I am your husband. And my vows rang true. "Till death do us part" I meant every single word I spoke. You are everything to me. I love you and I need you to come back. I don't care if you're a 'monster'. You're my husband, and I'll be damned if we're going to miss our two week long honeymoon because of this. I won't like, I'm scared to death. I'm trying to explain all of this to my parents. I'm trying to explain why they need to get the hell out of here. We screwed up, we let our guard down. We thought we were safe. No. We weren't. NO ONE is safe. ///It/// and the Slender Man both saw my parents. My parents are now infected. They are now targets to them. I'm having them leave and run. I'm working on convincing Branwen and her group to do the same. So you better come home, if only so you can say goodbye to her. Gods only know when you'll see her again while she's on the run.

No one is safe. We should have realized that. I'm tempted to send Sam and Dean with my parents, or with Branwen's group. I don't know what to do. This is all just so insane. I want to have Ryan run with Allen as well. Ryan refuses to go anywhere without Taben, and it's the same for Allen. He wants his mom. And he still swears Slender Man is his friend. I don't like this. I don't like it one bit.

I hope you're alright babe. Don't you dare die on me. I won't have any of that. Please, come back. I'm not angry at you. Or afraid of you. I want you home. Just. Remember. You have an obligation to fulfill. Remember? You volunteered to help the Reintegration Tablet. I've got the bottles ready. I've looked at the tablet where you volunteered. the messages are made and sealed tight in their bottles. Now you need to get back here to help me. You need to finish your job and get on that ship with me. Share some lasting good memories with me. Our honeymoon. And then together we'll throw those bottles over the ship and into the sea. We'll do this, babe. We'll get through this. Just please come home safely to me. I love you. Be safe.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

One big happy family

So, if you've read Aiden's post, you might be wondering what the heck is going on.

Well, honestly it's our business and no one else's. People we're closest to will find out the details of it. anyone else? Well I'm sure in time two and two will be put together and it will all be figured out. So. Yeah.

I've been racking my brain and trying to figure out how to tell everyone or say what I need to say. I finally realized that it doesn't matter. If you're important we'll explain it to you. f you don't fit into that category then I'm certain you'll probably figure things out in due time.

For once though, I think everyone in this house will be completely happy and at ease. That idea makes me really happy.

Friday, April 15, 2011

Not so much a party...

Ugh... Well that was way too soon for them to be watching that episode of Supernatural. Sam, Dean and Aiden are all slobbering depressed messes of tears now.

Mateo just got in and he seems completely confused and then again not.

This is going to be an interesting weekend.

Oh and now Aiden's talking about getting everyone together and driving down to visit Branwen. We've never been to her place before. How are we supposed to do that? I swear he doesn't think sometimes. All he cares about right now is finding and killing the rodent we have on the loose.

I keep telling him he needs to set a rat trap. I don't think he knows what I'm hinting at. I love him to pieces. But.. really. He's so thick sometimes. Ah well. I'm going to start making up some plans.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Life progresses

It's been a bit difficult lately. Aiden's fallen into this deep dark depression. It's really gotten me concerned about him. Taben practically had to drag him to classes today. They got through though and got back home. When Aiden's home he's in bed sleeping. Sam and Dean are doing well in adjusting to their new home and new routine. They're packed with homework from their new school though trying to catch up. At least they're both good kids and pretty smart.

We've seen nothing of Slender Man or It in a few days which is a much needed relief. Kelly's still not here. He left a message on Aiden's blog the other day and it really bothered Aiden. If anything it seems to have made him fall deeper into his depression. I managed to convince him to make an appointment with his old Med doctor. He goes in tomorrow and will be put back on something and likely be going to psychotherapy as well. He stabled out a long while back and his doctors agreed to take him off. So much has happened and he has so many stresses falling onto him now. He feels responsible for everything and everyone.

Branwen and Co, please if you can manage get in contact with me. Are you guys still planning on coming this weekend? I think Aiden really needs a pick up and friendly faces. A party, something fun where he can enjoy himself. There's only so much that I can do here. Between Taben, Allen, Ry and myself we've had no luck. Dean and Dam say he just needs to stew and grieve and needs his space. I've never seen him this bad. The way he clings to me at night when we go to bed. It's disconcerting. He's always been strong. I hope to Gods this hasn't completely broken him.

I guess I'll leave it at that. I need to get back to work on this report for work. I'll try and get another update tomorrow. I'll catch ya all later.

Friday, April 8, 2011

Legal Guardians

Aiden and I are now listed as Candice and Dean's legal guardians. While there, Candice announced her case and intentions about wanting to get her legal name change. We filled out the paperwork and filed it while we were in office. They said they could transfer it up to our county (as we had to do all this in Columbus where everything was filed). Who are we to fighter her with it. And it's not like anything's really changing. Her name would be Samantha Candice once the papers go through. Yes. Aiden's mother was named Samantha Candice. Sam's chosen this to share her mother in honor of her mom. She's old enough to make her own decisions. And we support her and are not going to fight her on it.

After everything was done we to a mall got some more of their necessities and then went out to a nice lunch together. It was really nice.

We're home now and we're getting ready to assist Taben with dinner. And I kinda wanna see Taben beat Aiden for not sticking to his side of the bargain and bringing steaks home for dinner. Taben did post.

We got everything taken care of as well. We've got a small catering company coming in for food tomorrow. We'll have the ceremony in the back yard here. We're still trying to figure what we should do for a memorial. They had wanted to be buried at one of the small cemeteries here that allow natural burials. they don't embalm, put you in a simple wooden crate and bury you and plant a tree over your grave. Your body then feeds and returns to the earth from which it was born. Of course, it's uncertain what to do with this now. They had two plots, but now, I don't know. We'll worry about that later. Aiden's wanting to gather the ashes from the area where he believe they burned in the house and spread them in the forest. behind the house here. We're leaning towards doing that and then planting some trees in their honor. It's still up in the air. We'll take that as it comes. I just want to see the three through tomorrow.

It's amazing everyone that's here for Aiden, Sam and Dean. It really is. It means so much to me to know we have everyone's support. Thank you, everyone. It's been hard on us. But we're moving on. I think everything's finally hitting everyone. It's really quiet compared to the last few days with all the teasing and childish bickering. Anyways I need to get going and help with dinner. Anyone that's coming tomorrow, we'll see you tomorrow. Take care and be safe coming up here.

Oh and... Bran. Is... Todd going to be present? I was just wondering and all. Just, the whole mask thing. I don't think would be appropriate. At the same time, Aiden really seems to want him here. I'm kinda torn about it.

Off to dinner now. See ya all later.