Just got back from visiting Aiden.
He's doing alright. He's looked.... better... but he's doing well I suppose. He wants out of there. They're uncomfortable with letting him go. He is a candidate for 'early dismissal' since he doesn't seem to be interested in harming himself at all and is showing more remorse than any other person they have.
Why am I angry? Because since I was not blood related I could not stay the full extent of visiting hours. Yep. You heard it right. I was not allowed to stay because I was not blood related. Explaining we were engaged to be married in a month? Nope. Not allowed. That's when Aiden started spazzing and sobbing and clinging to me. I couldn't let him go. I started crying too. I just... ugh that's just too much to deal with. I ended up being dragged out by security. I have to say the guard was really apologetic and sorry he had to do it. I mean for gods sakes did none of those nurses see that I was doing him good by being there?! Fucking hells.
Ok... sorry for the cursing and swearing. I'm not happy. I came in the house slammed the door and stormed up here and just... cried for a bit. Not much else I can do.
I've pretty much decided. I'm going to call Slendy in for an interview tonight... and....
I'm going to ask him to bring Aiden home. I'm doing it against my better judgement but Aiden did not try and take his life. He doesn't need to be there. So I'm going to see what I can do about this.
So if you have any questions you would like for the Slender Man to ask please give 'em to me. I'm hoping to have this done tonight. I'll pull out the good ol' white board and we'll have fun with that for the interview.
Ok, I'm out to get a list of questions made up. I also want to check the site where we found Aiden. snow's melting so may be hard to use blood trail or footprints to follow. I'll drag Yggs with me. I want to check this shit out. Would be helpful to have a Hatchling with me for it, y'know in case we need to make a quick escape for any reason.
Anyways I'll be here but not. For whatever sense that makes.
Thursday, March 31, 2011
Code
I've been fighting with this code crap from the post in Aiden's blog here.
I got it down to this:
%0AHe+comes+in+then+quickly+out+he+goes.%0ADo+you+feel+good+without+him%2C+do+you+even+need+him%3F+Do+you+know%3F%0ALet+him+die.+Let+yourself+cry.+He%27s+dead+to+the+world.%0ACrow+wings+have+unfurled.+%0A%0AGood+luck+in+saving+your+saint%2C+your+hero%2C+your+friend.%0ANever+again+to+turn+the+bend.%0AGone+away%2C%0AGo+astray.%0AHow+many+lived+have+I+taken+this+day%3F%0A%0ALet+him+die%2C%0Alet+him+go.%0AYou+don%27t+need+him%2C%0Adon%27t+you+know.%0A%0AThe+piper+does+not+need+his+little+pup.%0ALet+him+die.%0ALet+others+cry.%0ATell+Aiden+goodbye.
So I was in the midst of trying to pull it apart the guy here that knows the code and stuff? He shows me this website: http://ostermiller.org/calc/encode.html So I go through the motions and sure enough there were go...
...Yeah, you're all gonna love this.... Here's what it says.
He comes in then quickly out he goes.
Do you feel good without him, do you even need him? Do you know?
Let him die. Let yourself cry. He's dead to the world.
Crow wings have unfurled.
Good luck in saving your saint, your hero, your friend.
Never again to turn the bend.
Gone away,
Go astray.
How many lived have I taken this day?
Let him die,
let him go.
You don't need him,
don't you know.
The piper does not need his little pup.
Let him die.
Let others cry.
Tell Aiden goodbye.
So yeah. I'll be happy to get out of here and see Aiden. They're letting me go early so I can make the visiting hours. For now I'm happy that they're going to send me out on an assignment after lunch. I need something to help keep me distracted and busy until the time comes.Ugh this is just bleh. I'm ready for this to be over and done. just wanted to give you all an update.
I got it down to this:
%0AHe+comes+in+then+quickly+out+he+goes.%0ADo+you+feel+good+without+him%2C+do+you+even+need+him%3F+Do+you+know%3F%0ALet+him+die.+Let+yourself+cry.+He%27s+dead+to+the+world.%0ACrow+wings+have+unfurled.+%0A%0AGood+luck+in+saving+your+saint%2C+your+hero%2C+your+friend.%0ANever+again+to+turn+the+bend.%0AGone+away%2C%0AGo+astray.%0AHow+many+lived+have+I+taken+this+day%3F%0A%0ALet+him+die%2C%0Alet+him+go.%0AYou+don%27t+need+him%2C%0Adon%27t+you+know.%0A%0AThe+piper+does+not+need+his+little+pup.%0ALet+him+die.%0ALet+others+cry.%0ATell+Aiden+goodbye.
So I was in the midst of trying to pull it apart the guy here that knows the code and stuff? He shows me this website: http://ostermiller.org/calc/encode.html So I go through the motions and sure enough there were go...
...Yeah, you're all gonna love this.... Here's what it says.
He comes in then quickly out he goes.
Do you feel good without him, do you even need him? Do you know?
Let him die. Let yourself cry. He's dead to the world.
Crow wings have unfurled.
Good luck in saving your saint, your hero, your friend.
Never again to turn the bend.
Gone away,
Go astray.
How many lived have I taken this day?
Let him die,
let him go.
You don't need him,
don't you know.
The piper does not need his little pup.
Let him die.
Let others cry.
Tell Aiden goodbye.
So yeah. I'll be happy to get out of here and see Aiden. They're letting me go early so I can make the visiting hours. For now I'm happy that they're going to send me out on an assignment after lunch. I need something to help keep me distracted and busy until the time comes.Ugh this is just bleh. I'm ready for this to be over and done. just wanted to give you all an update.
Oh what a night
So Todd kind of got a bit frustrated. Aiden was blocking him out he said. My deduction now that things have happened and gone down? It was blocking Todd from Aiden. Todd says he can hear Aiden now. Course Aiden is also 'safe' now. So what happened? The events of last night went something like this.
Todd goes out to try and find Aiden. I'm waiting on the back porch watching. We hear Aiden yelling and screaming and cursing. At least he's alive. Todd goes towards the screams. He comes back utterly frustrated saying that when he was finally on top of him he moved. Okay, that's interesting. I decided screw it I'll help. Not like with Aiden being blocked that Todd has any better chance of finding him than me. So I grab a flashlight and into the woods we go. At night. It's dark. I've never been in these woods at night. But we're safe, right? There's a truce intact while on our property. Our property is the safe haven. As though reading my mind Todd points out that we just crossed the property markers. Thank you for that reassurance Todd.
This is when we hear Aiden's blood curdling scream ahead and we take off running. Though Todd's faster than me, being proxy bastard and all. He knows something I don't. I can tell from how he's wincing. This worries me more. I finally catch up and we're following a trail of blood. I'm scared shitless now. We follow the trail and finally reach Aiden. He's sprawled on the ground sobbing. and... bleeding. Bleeding really bad. Tod says nothing grabs Aiden grabs me, i don't know how but we're by the car I pile Aiden into it and everything is a blur as I get him to the hospital they take him back and work on him and it's just a blur a big blur. They finally just told me that they're keeping him for a while. Slit wrists and attempted slit throat? What the hell. I know this isn't Aiden's doing but how do I tell them some paranormal abomination is what did this to Aiden?
So they're going to keep Allen in their psych-ward for a bit. They want to evaluate him get him on meds. I will say he did need to get back on his meds but.. this isn't how I wanted it to happen.
Yeah, Aiden was on meds back in the day for depression and anxiety. All the bullying in high school because he was gay really did a number on him. It's one of the reasons he didn't go to college as well. I guess we'll see what happens. I'm really worried. I mean, how did Aiden get off the property. Did Aiden follow It? Or did It drag Aiden off? We know it was It. Slendy's really pissed off right now about this and wanting to beat the ever living shit out of it. He was dealing with other things and didn't realize what was happening. He wants to get Aiden out of the hospital. I'm trying to convince him that Aiden needs this. It's.. really frustrating to argue with Him though. He doesn't completely understand it seems. He started uh 'yelling' at Todd for not being here. I don't know what was going on but I got between the, Told Todd to go to Branwen and explain what happened. Then told Slendy to just go do his thing. I'm working on getting ready for work. They only allow visitation at certain times at the ward. I'll go in when visitation opens and go see him. Take him clean clothes and just.. ugh. I didn't leave until he was in the ward and resting peacefully. I'm just really hoping he doesn't start going on about Slendy. And seeing things and crap. That could cause more problems than we need.
Ok. Going to go. Gotta work. Explain what happened. Get junk done so I can be out early. Need to send a note to Ygg as well. Ugh. So much to do. Oh and then there's that damned message on Aiden's blog. I can tell you honestly that Aiden did not post that. He was out in the woods and we were searching for him and following blood trails in the snow. You know how hard it is to follow something that doesn't leave foot prints?
Ok out for real. see ya all. Thanks to anyone that can translate the gibberish.
Todd goes out to try and find Aiden. I'm waiting on the back porch watching. We hear Aiden yelling and screaming and cursing. At least he's alive. Todd goes towards the screams. He comes back utterly frustrated saying that when he was finally on top of him he moved. Okay, that's interesting. I decided screw it I'll help. Not like with Aiden being blocked that Todd has any better chance of finding him than me. So I grab a flashlight and into the woods we go. At night. It's dark. I've never been in these woods at night. But we're safe, right? There's a truce intact while on our property. Our property is the safe haven. As though reading my mind Todd points out that we just crossed the property markers. Thank you for that reassurance Todd.
This is when we hear Aiden's blood curdling scream ahead and we take off running. Though Todd's faster than me, being proxy bastard and all. He knows something I don't. I can tell from how he's wincing. This worries me more. I finally catch up and we're following a trail of blood. I'm scared shitless now. We follow the trail and finally reach Aiden. He's sprawled on the ground sobbing. and... bleeding. Bleeding really bad. Tod says nothing grabs Aiden grabs me, i don't know how but we're by the car I pile Aiden into it and everything is a blur as I get him to the hospital they take him back and work on him and it's just a blur a big blur. They finally just told me that they're keeping him for a while. Slit wrists and attempted slit throat? What the hell. I know this isn't Aiden's doing but how do I tell them some paranormal abomination is what did this to Aiden?
So they're going to keep Allen in their psych-ward for a bit. They want to evaluate him get him on meds. I will say he did need to get back on his meds but.. this isn't how I wanted it to happen.
Yeah, Aiden was on meds back in the day for depression and anxiety. All the bullying in high school because he was gay really did a number on him. It's one of the reasons he didn't go to college as well. I guess we'll see what happens. I'm really worried. I mean, how did Aiden get off the property. Did Aiden follow It? Or did It drag Aiden off? We know it was It. Slendy's really pissed off right now about this and wanting to beat the ever living shit out of it. He was dealing with other things and didn't realize what was happening. He wants to get Aiden out of the hospital. I'm trying to convince him that Aiden needs this. It's.. really frustrating to argue with Him though. He doesn't completely understand it seems. He started uh 'yelling' at Todd for not being here. I don't know what was going on but I got between the, Told Todd to go to Branwen and explain what happened. Then told Slendy to just go do his thing. I'm working on getting ready for work. They only allow visitation at certain times at the ward. I'll go in when visitation opens and go see him. Take him clean clothes and just.. ugh. I didn't leave until he was in the ward and resting peacefully. I'm just really hoping he doesn't start going on about Slendy. And seeing things and crap. That could cause more problems than we need.
Ok. Going to go. Gotta work. Explain what happened. Get junk done so I can be out early. Need to send a note to Ygg as well. Ugh. So much to do. Oh and then there's that damned message on Aiden's blog. I can tell you honestly that Aiden did not post that. He was out in the woods and we were searching for him and following blood trails in the snow. You know how hard it is to follow something that doesn't leave foot prints?
Ok out for real. see ya all. Thanks to anyone that can translate the gibberish.
Wednesday, March 30, 2011
What the heck?
I come home. Kids on the front porch. "Why are you guys out here it's snowing. Come in."
Glares.
I enter the house. Allen's screaming and tossing a fit. Taben's having an anxiety attack, Ry's trying to calm him down. Todd's standing there looking stuck somewhere between confusion and bemusement (hard to tell with that mask, he needs to get rid of it). Aiden's ranting and raving.
Me: "Uh... I'm home" I give Aiden a peck on the cheek.
Aiden: "I GIVE UP! I'M RUNNING AWAY!" He's flailing in an almost comedic manner but really I'm worried about him, I've not seen him like this in a long long while. After his flail fit's over he just... storms out of the house cursing and screaming.
It was so peaceful almost... normal feeling this morning...
Now it's complete chaos. I just sat down and read what I could.... I want to beat my head against the wall. But I won't.
Back to worrying about Aiden. I tried to follow his tracks in the snow... only to find he left none? Um... right can we say it's creepy? And he's in the woods. I could hear him he was screaming and ranting. I figured he was out there with Slendy so I came back in. Is it also creepy that I'm certain he's safe with Slendy? When I know none of the others of us are unless we're on our property?
Well this is a case of where you learn to be careful what you wish for. I had always wished our life was less boring/ more exciting. ...I'd say we have that now.
Gonna go and ask Todd to help find and calm down Aiden if he doesn't mind. My understanding is Aiden made that link thing with him? I don't know. I've not seen much of Aiden the last few days to know. He was passed out when I got home last night.
Ok. I'm going to stop with this and g see about finding him or something.
See ya.
Glares.
I enter the house. Allen's screaming and tossing a fit. Taben's having an anxiety attack, Ry's trying to calm him down. Todd's standing there looking stuck somewhere between confusion and bemusement (hard to tell with that mask, he needs to get rid of it). Aiden's ranting and raving.
Me: "Uh... I'm home" I give Aiden a peck on the cheek.
Aiden: "I GIVE UP! I'M RUNNING AWAY!" He's flailing in an almost comedic manner but really I'm worried about him, I've not seen him like this in a long long while. After his flail fit's over he just... storms out of the house cursing and screaming.
It was so peaceful almost... normal feeling this morning...
Now it's complete chaos. I just sat down and read what I could.... I want to beat my head against the wall. But I won't.
Back to worrying about Aiden. I tried to follow his tracks in the snow... only to find he left none? Um... right can we say it's creepy? And he's in the woods. I could hear him he was screaming and ranting. I figured he was out there with Slendy so I came back in. Is it also creepy that I'm certain he's safe with Slendy? When I know none of the others of us are unless we're on our property?
Well this is a case of where you learn to be careful what you wish for. I had always wished our life was less boring/ more exciting. ...I'd say we have that now.
Gonna go and ask Todd to help find and calm down Aiden if he doesn't mind. My understanding is Aiden made that link thing with him? I don't know. I've not seen much of Aiden the last few days to know. He was passed out when I got home last night.
Ok. I'm going to stop with this and g see about finding him or something.
See ya.
Monday, March 28, 2011
work work work
Taking a moment to check in from work. I'm going to be busy. They've piled it on me. So between work and classes I'll not be around much. Actually if they caught me doing this at work my ass would be grass.
I see Ygg's home and I'm guessing Aiden's out so they didn't cross paths. So Ygg, if you see this. keep an eye on Aiden. It's going to be a late night for me tonight. And I can't get an answer on his cell, just keeps ringing and ringing and ringing. Weird. Though if he's out with Slender I suppose it's expected. He better not tear his back open again.... We're running out of non blood-stained bed sheets.
I see Ygg's home and I'm guessing Aiden's out so they didn't cross paths. So Ygg, if you see this. keep an eye on Aiden. It's going to be a late night for me tonight. And I can't get an answer on his cell, just keeps ringing and ringing and ringing. Weird. Though if he's out with Slender I suppose it's expected. He better not tear his back open again.... We're running out of non blood-stained bed sheets.
Friday, March 25, 2011
Getting caught up.
So Aiden's been post crazy today apparently. I'm not going to complain. I was welcomed home with a kiss and that was good enough for me. He told me we're going to be getting a visitor so I guess Bran and Co. is on their way? Weird to not see anything from them but you'll have that. They're big kids they can find their way here. Bran's come up plenty of times before.
So I guess I need to get settled in and see about catching up on posts. Then it's gonna be a nice long weekend of fun.
That's one thing about Aiden. He usually just needs a bit of time to cool down and it's all good. I'm glad to see him so happy and seemingly sane. Need to get his bandages changed and clean up his back and fun stuff. I'll do that when Bran gets here. Anyways that's it for now. Catch you all later. I'll try and post tomorrow or when I get a chance. Heh, we've got the house to ourselves, first time in a while. May have to make use of that while we can.
So I guess I need to get settled in and see about catching up on posts. Then it's gonna be a nice long weekend of fun.
That's one thing about Aiden. He usually just needs a bit of time to cool down and it's all good. I'm glad to see him so happy and seemingly sane. Need to get his bandages changed and clean up his back and fun stuff. I'll do that when Bran gets here. Anyways that's it for now. Catch you all later. I'll try and post tomorrow or when I get a chance. Heh, we've got the house to ourselves, first time in a while. May have to make use of that while we can.
Thursday, March 24, 2011
Tiered. Home. Have Aiden. Was so scared.
It is here. It is in this area. I saw It.
So confused. So confused. Almost took Aiden, It almost had him.
Slendy stopped him. I swear they were talking. While they were talking I took him and ran. He was unconscious. He's still unconscious. The both came after us. They both appeared in front of me. They both reached for me. It hurt cold, dark, then hot and blinding bright the just off and i felt sick and we're in ht house and Slendy's there over us and... I don't even.
So tiered. Gotta sleep. I just hope Aiden will listen in the morning. I hope work doesn't fire me. Gods damn this whole mess. This is all my fault. All my fucking fault. I'm sorry.
It is here. It is in this area. I saw It.
So confused. So confused. Almost took Aiden, It almost had him.
Slendy stopped him. I swear they were talking. While they were talking I took him and ran. He was unconscious. He's still unconscious. The both came after us. They both appeared in front of me. They both reached for me. It hurt cold, dark, then hot and blinding bright the just off and i felt sick and we're in ht house and Slendy's there over us and... I don't even.
So tiered. Gotta sleep. I just hope Aiden will listen in the morning. I hope work doesn't fire me. Gods damn this whole mess. This is all my fault. All my fucking fault. I'm sorry.
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